♥

aku juga rindu

2011-09-08T08:22:00.000+01:00

Suasana di majlis pertemuan itu hening sejenak. Semua yang hadir diam membatu. Mereka seperti sedang memikirkan sesuatu. Lebih-lebih lagi Saidina Abu Bakar.

Itulah pertama kali dia mendengar orang yang sangat dikasihi melafazkan pengakuan demikian.

Seulas senyuman yang sedia terukir dibibirnya pun terungkai.

Wajahnya yang tenang berubah warna.

"Apakah maksudmu berkata demikian wahai Rasulullah? Bukankah kami ini saudara-saudaramu? " Saidina Abu Bakar bertanya melepaskan gumpalan teka-teki yang mula menyerabut fikiran.

"Tidak, wahai Abu Bakar. Kamu semua adalah sahabat-sahabatku tetapi bukan saudara-saudaraku (ikhwan)," suara Rasulullah bernada rendah.

"Kami juga ikhwanmu, wahai Rasulullah," kata seorang sahabat yang lain pula.

Rasulullah menggeleng-gelangkan kepalanya perlahan-lahan sambil tersenyum.

Kemudian baginda bersuara, "Saudaraku ialah mereka yang belum pernah melihatku tetapi mereka beriman denganku sebagai Rasulullah dan mereka sangat mencintaiku. Malahan kecintaan mereka kepadaku melebihi cinta mereka kepada anak-anak dan orang tua mereka."

Pada ketika yang lain pula, Rasulullah menceritakan tentang keimanan 'ikhwan' baginda: "Siapakah yang paling ajaib imannya?" tanya Rasulullah.

"Malaikat," jawab sahabat.

"Bagaimana para malaikat tidak beriman kepada Allah sedangkan mereka sentiasa hampir dengan Allah," jelas Rasulullah.

Para sahabat terdiam seketika. Kemudian mereka berkata lagi, "Para nabi."

"Bagaimana para nabi tidak beriman, sedangkan wahyu diturunkan kepada mereka."

"Mungkin kami," celah seorang sahabat.

"Bagaimana kamu tidak beriman sedangkan aku berada ditengah-tengah kau," pintas Rasulullah menyangkal hujah sahabatnya itu.

"Kalau begitu, hanya Allah dan Rasul-Nya sahaja yang lebih mengetahui," jawab seorang sahabat lagi, mengakui kelemahan mereka.

"Kalau kamu ingin tahu siapa mereka? Mereka ialah umatku yang hidup selepasku. Mereka membaca Al Quran dan beriman dengan semua isinya. Berbahagialah orang yang dapat berjumpa dan beriman denganku. Dan tujuh kali lebih berbahagia orang yang beriman denganku tetapi tidak pernah berjumpa denganku," jelas Rasulullah.

"Aku sungguh rindu hendak bertemu dengan mereka," ucap Rasulullah lagi setelah seketika membisu.

Ada berbaur kesayuan pada ucapannya itu.

2011-09-07T09:50:00.002+01:00

Janganlah engkau putus asa, kerana putus asa itu bukanlah akhlak seorang Muslim. Ketahuilah bahawa kenyataan hari ini adalah mimpi hari kelmarin, dan impian hari ini adalah kenyataan hari esok.

Yang lemah tidak akan lemah sepanjang hidupnya dan yang kuat tidak akan kuat selamanya.

~Hasan Al-Banna~

Ramadhan 2011

2011-09-03T15:35:00.005+01:00

Alhamdulillah♥
Alhamdulillah♥
Alhamdulillah♥

Ramadhan this year sgt2 bermakna, taught me so many things. memberi cahaya to mata hatiku yg gelap gelita.

Tawakkal/Faith.
Allah's Rahmah/Love, Compassion, Mercy.
Patience.
Honesty.
Ukhuwwah.

we do have the time to read the Quran
we have the ability to khatam within a month
we do have the capacity to be awake for Qiam
we do have the ability to resist desires, food, water, extra sleep
we learn a self mastery during Ramadhan
we learn that we could be punctual (time buka puasa kan?)

i'd like to share w u some of memorable things happened during Ramadhan:

1. one night, one of my close friend didn't come back from work until 3.30am, and everyone got so worried, so we prayed so hard during sahur that she's safe. somehow she managed to get back home safely at 4am. she got lost somewhere in the suburbs so far away from her house, walking on her own at night! jalan yg die guna malam tu,the same route, the same night, police said someone got stabbed there. Allah sebaik2 pelindung♥

2. one fine day, i suddenly had the urge to eat bubur lambuk. so i made my own. x jadi. xde bakat.. malam tu ada org ajak datang buka at her house, ada bubur lambuk. the week after, 2 more made bubur lambuk. alhamdulillah♥

3. we were late for Tarawih prayers. so we went to take the bus instead of walking as usual. supposedly next bus is like another 20mins, but by the time we reached the bus stop, the bus came.masyallah♥

4. we went to buy some stuff for iftar. i saw a packet of jelly. wanted to buy but didn't buy. malam tu buka puasa at masjid, someone brought 2 jellies, 1 orange flavour, another strawberry flavour.alhamdulillah♥

5. i didn't have baju raya so i wore my finest purple dress with a purple scarf which didn't match too well. then a good friend of mine offered her amazing brown baju kurung, turned out another friend from the masjid gave me a brown scarf as a present the night before. so it matched perfectly! subhanallah♥

so many more things happened, i'm sure your Ramadhan is just as great insyaAllah. we just have to open our hearts and see how much Allah loves us.

my prayers are always with u♥

2011-08-11T12:31:00.003+01:00

All your armies, all your fighters
All your tanks, and all your soldiers
Against a boy holding a stone
Standing there all alone
In his eyes I see the sun
In his smile I see the moon
And I wonder, I only wonder
Who is weak, and who is strong?
Who is right, and who is wrong?
And I wish, I only wish
That the truth has a tongue

2011-08-08T13:11:00.002+01:00

Ku menatap dalam kelam,
tiada yang bisa ku lihat,
selain hanya namaMu,
Ya Allah

esok ataukah nanti,
ampuni semua salahku,
lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta,
Kau beri ku bahagia,
jadikan aku selamanya,
hambaMu yang selalu bertaqwa

Ampuniku ya Allah,
yang sering melupakanMu,
saat Kau limpahkan kurniaMu,
dalam sunyi aku bersujud

2011-08-08T10:18:00.000+01:00

Kata-kata Saidina Umar yang masyhur dan sarat dengan motivasi ketika memberikan ucapan semasa membuka Palestin di zamannya :

Kita adalah suatu kaum yang diberikan kemuliaan (kehebatan) oleh Allah (hanyalah disebabkan) Islam maka sesiapa yang mencari kemuliaan selain apa (Islam) yang dengannya Allah telah muliakan kita, nescaya Allah akan menimpakan kehinaan kepada kita.

2011-08-08T10:16:00.000+01:00

don't be so quick to judge. you only see what she chooses to show.

dragonball ada 7 biji semuanya

2011-08-07T10:21:00.003+01:00

Pelangi, pelangi
Alangkah indahmu
Merah kuning hijau
Di langit yang biru
Pelukismu agong
Siapa gerangan
Pelangi, pelangi
Ciptaan Allah

Menurut Wikipedia, ensiklopedia bebas, Pelangi merupakan fenomena optik dan meteorologi yang menghasilkan spektrum cahaya (hampir) selanjar di langit apabila matahari bersinar semasa hujan turun. Ia merupakan satu lengkung yang berwarna-warni dengan warna merah di lengkung paling luar dan ungu di lengkung paling dalam. Mengikut urutan, warnanya ialah merah, jingga, kuning, hijau, biru, indigo dan ungu.
Pelangi dihasilkan apabila cahaya terbias melalui titik air di udara. Sebab itulah pelangi selalu dapat dilihat selepas hujan. Ia berbentuk melengkung (bulat) kerana titisan air di udara berbentuk bulat/sfera. Namun biasanya bahagian bawah pelangi itu "terlindung" oleh bumi. Fenomena pelangi ini juga boleh dilihat dengan membelakangi matahari dan menyembur air pada hari yang cerah.

Sungguh pelangi memang cantik!
Tujuh cayaha tersusun indah
Tak terungkap dengan madah
Merenungnya menghilangkan gundah!

Dan yang lebih menariknya, di dalam al-Quran perkataan cayaha atau alwan diulang sebanya 7 kali.
1. وَمَا ذَرَأَ لَڪُمۡ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ مُخۡتَلِفًا أَلۡوَٲنُهُ ۥۤ‌ۗ إِنَّ فِى ذَٲلِكَ لَأَيَةً۬ لِّقَوۡمٍ۬ يَذَّڪَّرُونَ
2. يَخۡرُجُ مِنۢ بُطُونِهَا شَرَابٌ۬ مُّخۡتَلِفٌ أَلۡوَٲنُهُ ۥ فِيهِ شِفَآءٌ۬ لِّلنَّاسِ‌ۗ إِنَّ فِى ذَٲلِكَ لَأَيَةً۬ لِّقَوۡمٍ۬ يَتَفَكَّرُونَ
3. وَمِنۡ ءَايَـٰتِهِۦ خَلۡقُ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَٱخۡتِلَـٰفُ أَلۡسِنَتِڪُمۡ وَأَلۡوَٲنِكُمۡ‌ۚ إِنَّ فِى ذَٲلِكَ لَأَيَـٰتٍ۬ لِّلۡعَـٰلِمِينَ
4. أَلَمۡ تَرَ أَنَّ ٱللَّهَ أَنزَلَ مِنَ ٱلسَّمَآءِ مَآءً۬ فَأَخۡرَجۡنَا بِهِۦ ثَمَرَٲتٍ۬ مُّخۡتَلِفًا أَلۡوَٲنُہَاۚ
5. وَمِنَ ٱلۡجِبَالِ جُدَدُۢ بِيضٌ۬ وَحُمۡرٌ۬ مُّخۡتَلِفٌ أَلۡوَٲنُہَا وَغَرَابِيبُ سُودٌ۬
6. وَمِنَ ٱلنَّاسِ وَٱلدَّوَآبِّ وَٱلۡأَنۡعَـٰمِ مُخۡتَلِفٌ أَلۡوَٲنُهُ ۥ كَذَٲلِكَۗ
7. أَلَمۡ تَرَ أَنَّ ٱللَّهَ أَنزَلَ مِنَ ٱلسَّمَآءِ مَآءً۬ فَسَلَكَهُ ۥ يَنَـٰبِيعَ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ ثُمَّ يُخۡرِجُ بِهِۦ زَرۡعً۬ا مُّخۡتَلِفًا أَلۡوَٲنُهُ

1. “Dan apa-apa jua yang dijadikan untuk kamu di bumi yang berlainan warna (jenisnya). Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu mengandungi satu tanda (yang membuktikan kemurahan Allah) bagi kaum yang mahu mengingati nikmat Allah itu.” (An-Nahl:13)

2. “... akan keluarlah dari dalam badannya minuman (madu) yang berlainan warnanya, yang mengandungi penawar bagi manusia (dari berbagai-bagai penyakit). Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu, ada tanda (yang membuktikan kemurahan Allah) bagi orang-orang yang mahu berfikir.” (An-Nahl:69)

3. “Dan di antara tanda-tanda yang membuktikan kekuasaanNya dan kebijaksanaanNya ialah kejadian langit dan bumi dan perbezaan bahasa kamu dan warna kulit kamu. Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu mengandungi keterangan-keterangan bagi orang-orang yang berpengetahuan.” (Ar-Rum:22)

4. Tidakkah engkau melihat bahawa Allah menurunkan hujan dari langit, lalu Kami keluarkan dengan air hujan itu buah-buahan yang berlainan warnanya ( jenis dan rupanya)…” (Fatir:27)

5. “… dan di antara gunung-ganang pula ada yang mempunyai jalur-jalur serta lorong-lorong putih dan merah, yang berlainan warnanya (tua dan muda) dan ada juga yang hitam legam;” (Fatir:27)

6. “Dan demikian pula di antara manusia dan binatang-binatang yang melata serta binatang-binatang ternak, ada yang berlainan jenis dan warnanya…” (Fatir:28)

7. “Tidakkah engkau memerhatikan, bahawa Allah menurunkan hujan dari langit, lalu dialirkanNya menjadi mata air-mata air di bumi; kemudian Dia menumbuhkan dengan air itu tanaman-tanaman yang berbagai jenis dan warnanya;…” (Az-Zumar:21)

Pelangi ada 7 warna. Perkataan warna (alwan) di dalam al-Quran disebut sebanyak 7 kali. Apakah ini hanya suatu kebetulan?

pukul berapa datuk harimau

2011-08-02T12:41:00.003+01:00

2 days ago dekat SUMSA mosque, i heard a funny conversation between 2 kids. the boy was being bullied by the girl so he said to her:

boy: i don't want to play with u anymore. u did that on purpose
girl: i didn't mean to.
boy: mean people go to hell. rabbuna makes hell
girl: what's that?

.pause.
girl: what time does it open?

Burdah

2011-07-25T14:56:00.001+01:00

O my Master, send your salutations and blessings forever
Upon Your Beloved, the best of the whole of creation

Muhammad is the master of the two worlds
and of Man and the jinn
Leader also of the Arabs, non-Arabs and their kin

Beloved by Allah is he upon whose pleading we depend
From terrors of the Day of Judgement,which on us descend

Then we ask You to be pleased with Abu Bakr, ‘Umar,
‘Ali and ‘Uthman the generous one

O my Lord! with the Elect One make us attain our goals
And forgive us for what has passed,
O Most Munificent One!

Ramadhan is coming♥

2011-07-24T01:09:00.003+01:00

(shuh shuh gi main jauh2)

Ramadhan is coming, masa utk bersihkan hati, taubat nasuha dr dosa2 lama, yg sedang buat sekarang and yg akan buat in the future, go ask forgiveness and forgive others. train patience and husnuzon dgn Allah and others.

This Ramadhan, trade for Faithbook (Al-Quran) where we CONNECT to Allah, TAG our hearts, LIKE good deeds, ADD dua &prayers, SHARE wealth through charity, POKE conscience, UNTAG sins & CONFIRM our love to Allah & His Prophet (pbuh)♥

♥ Dear Muslims- Lets change our Habit.

2011-07-03T23:15:00.001+01:00

Instead of saying:

"Hello" let's say "Assalamualaikum",

"Thanks" = "Jazzakallahukhairan",

"Take Care" or "Bye" = "Fiiamanillah",

"Ok" = "InshaAllah",

"I am fine" = "Alhamdullillah",

"Great" = "Mashaa-Allah",

"Wow" = "SubhanAllah" ♥

2011-06-28T00:03:00.000+01:00

Dear Allah, I Pray that whoever reads this message, shall have your comfort, joy, peace, love & guidances. I may not know their troubles, but You do. Please keep on protecting us.
Ameen

- Hadith of the Day -

♥animals♥

2011-06-26T00:05:00.007+01:00

sorry i've been rather unproductive these days. i've been in my very own kepompong for awhile. but today something touched my heart i just had to share. it's from a v entertaining musical production of the 70's~ beautiful song/poem about animals♥

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I do not understand the human race,
it has so little love for creatures with a different face,
treating animals like people is no madness or disgrace.

I do not understand the human race,
I wonder why do we treat animals like animals?
Animals treat us so very well
The devoted way they serve us and protect us when we're nervous,
Oh, they really don't deserve us,
all we give them is hell!

tell me how else man repays them,
do we ever think to praise them?
No, we don't,
and this dismays them, you can tell
we are riddled with ingratitude,
we give no love or latitude,
in every way our attitude is, well...like animals
no, no that's not what i mean

i mean, why do we treat animals like animals?
how can people be so inhumane?
cows and chicken work to feed us,
dogs and horses show they need us,
and though cats don't always heed us, their affection is plain.

What do we do?
we neglect them, we do nothing to protect them,
we reject them,
don't expect them to complain
we ignore them or we beat them,
when we're hungry, then we eat them
it's appalling how we treat them, it's insane!

like animals,
we humiliate and murder and confine them
we create their wretched status
then we use it to malign them
i mean, why should we say, "treat him like a dog"?
why should we say, "working like a horse"?
why should we say, "eating like a hog" when what we mean is eating like a man?
don't we? of course!

A man of ill repute is called a weasel or a rat
A woman you dislike becomes a vixen or a cat
A family that is blessed with healthy reproductive habits, occasions the remark, "well,you know them, they breed like rabbits"
"he's as stubborn as a mule"
"he's as stupid as an ox"
"he's as slimy as a snake"
"he's as crafty as a fox"
remarks like that really get my goat!

why don't we say "noble as a frog"?
or why can't we say "wealthy as a hen"?
true, we say "devoted as a dog"
what we should say is "chic as a giraffe"
but when?
but when?

when will we stop treating them like animals?
is the human race entirely mad?
women see a baby goatskin or a lambskin or a stoat skin , and to them it's just a coat skin, it's terribly sad
when you dress in suede or leather or some fancy fur or feather
do you stop and wonder whether, for a fact,
you have killed a beast or other
that you're wearing someone's brother
or perhaps it's someone's mother in which you're clad

like animals
like animals
well, it's true, we do not live in a zoo
but why can't you like me like animals
like animals

o Allah, please help these helpless creatures..

2011-06-17T01:31:00.002+01:00

tautkanlah hatiku padaMu agar x terjatuh kedalam jurang nafsu,
Ya Allah, jika aku bersedih krn seseorg menjauhiku,
kuatkanlah hati dan keimananku,
agar x jauh dari kasih sayang dan cintaMu..

sayangku..

2011-06-11T01:36:00.003+01:00

neither lose your heart nor fall into despair sayangku,
for you must gain mastery if you are true in faith..(3:139)

I am always active.
I command you to be active as well and renew yourselves. (85:16)

The whole creation is constantly busy in glorifying and praising Me. (59:1)

Striving is so much a part of the structure of the universe that to resist it is more burdensome than to go along with it. that is why a person who lies in bed all day making no effort is less happy than the one who strives and struggles.

And I am here for you my darling.. Always have and always will be.. I will help you if you are among those who are constant in their adherence to and striving for the faith. I have made my promise and I am true to it..

Trust Me..

Take Action Today!

2011-06-10T00:06:00.000+01:00

The Messenger of Allah (SAW) said, “Every person starts their day out as a vendor for their soul. They either bring value to it or they debase it (Muslim).

Let’s think practically how we can add value to our soul vs. debasing it. Here are some steps:

1. Feed your soul with essential spiritual food; this would include the 5 daily prayers, reading Quran, morning and evening remembrances of Allah and any extra acts of worship you do.

2. Set High Aspirations for yourself: Think BIG, and have high goals for yourself. Remember that you’re the best of creation and the vicegerent of Allah (Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala), so don’t bother yourself with low/insignificant matters, but focus on the big goals and achievements.

3. Be Productive in achieving those goals: Focus and work hard to achieve these goals and actually make them come to reality. If the goals seem impossible, start working on them, every day, and they’ll come true by Allah’s permission.

Having a Balanced Attitude

2011-06-10T00:04:00.000+01:00

“The similitude of the heart in its travel to Allah is like a bird. Love is its head, and khawf (fear) and rajaa’ (hope) are the wings. When the head and both wings are sound, the bird is capable and skille in flying. However, when the head is cut off, the bird will die. When the bird loses a wing, it then becomes a target for every hunter and predator. The scholars favoured, however, the wing of khawf over the wing of rajaa’, especially when the person is young and healthy. They favoured the wing of rajaa’ over the wing of khawf when the person is about to leave this world.”

[Ibn Qayyim Al-Jawziyyah]

✿ Kisah di neraka..naudzubillah…✿

2011-06-08T12:24:00.001+01:00

( Luangkan masa utk membaca kawan2 sahabat2 sekalian…sekejap jerk..mOga mendapat ikhtibar dan manfaatnya..) >_<”

Saya berjumpa fenomena menakutkan hari itu. Takkan saya lupakan selama-lamanya. Ia amat menakutkan dan membuatkan saya trauma beberapa ketika. Terngiang-ngiang ungkapan hamba yang menyesali ...dosa, “Alangkah, lebih baik sekiranya aku menjadi tanah.”

Seorang lelaki berwajah buruk berkulit hitam merangkak-rangkak dengan penuh seksa di lembah kotor itu. Bau hanyir menusuk ke hidung, dengan segera saya menutup hidung. Namun bau itu makin kuat. Lelaki buruk berwajah hitam legam, hingus meleleh di hidung meskipun sudah disapu berkali-kali, dan yang malangnya, ia telanjang bulat tanpa sebarang pakaian.

Ah, ia amat menjelekkan. Bukan hanya dia bertelanjang, bahkan lelaki yang lain, perempuan, mak nyah, pondan dan tomboi, semua bertelanjang dan sangat menjelekkan. Yang perempuan, air nanah meleleh keluar daripada kemaluan mereka. Yang lelaki, air kencing mereka berdarah dan berketul-ketul. Mereka membuang air kecil dengan penuh seksa dan meraung kepedihan.

Lelaki yang merangkak-rangkak itu dihidangkan makanan. Saya mengintai dari kejauhan. Aduh, hidangannya adalah najis lembu yang masih cair dan dihurungi lalat. Najis hitam itu bercampur dengan air kencing lembu yang kuning-kekuningan. Saya muntah dibuatnya. Lelaki itu mengambil najis lalu disuap ke mulutnya dengan lahap. Ia muntah, namun dimakan terus tanpa henti.

Seksanya, hanyirnya. Tiba-tiba suasana menjadi pegun. Terdengar suara yang penuh garau dan menakutkan,

✿ “Wahai manusia terkutuk, tahukah kamu neraka Hawiyah? Itulah neraka yang apinya menjulang-julang.”

Saya terpandang sepasang lelaki dengan perempuan. Si perempuan itu mengumpulkan nanah yang keluar daripada kemaluannya lalu diberikan kepada lelaki. Ia minum dengan rakus, kemudian muntah keluar. Yek, jelek sekali. Kemudian si lelaki bangun berdiri dan kencing sedangkan perempuan itu menadah mulutnya. Wek, saya muntah di situ juga.

✿ “Wahai penzina yang berbangga dengan kemaluannya di dunia, rasakan kamu air nanah dan najis pasangan kamu. Apa yang kamu banggakan di dunia adalah kehinaan di akhirat.”

Sekumpulan manusia bertelanjang berhidung babi dihidangkan dua jenis makanan. Makakan yang baik dan makanan yang jelek. Namun mereka seolah-olah tidak nampak makanan yang baik itu. Mereka menerkam ke arah makanan jelek, yang dihurungi cacing dan lalat. Baunya seperti bau najis ayam. Ia busuk sekali. Mereka makan dengan lahap kemudian bergaduh sesama mereka.

✿ “Wahai pemakan riba, kamu mengetahui bahawa riba merupakan kemurkaan di sisi Allah. Allah telah menyediakan ruang mencari rezeki yang baik untuk kamu namun kamu memilih riba.”

Saya ketakutan. Ya Allah, di alam manakah aku ini sebenarnya. Seketika, saya melihat kejauhan. Seorang yang kelihatan soleh. Wajahnya tampak kuat beribadat. Ia diperintahkan ke sebuah taman yang indah. Namun, baru sahaja ia melangkah, kakinya dipegang erat oleh seseorang.

✿ “Ya Allah, janganlah Kamu masukkan ia ke dalam taman keindahan itu. Ia seorang berilmu, namun ia tidak menyampaikannya kepada kami. Ia seorang naqib, namun ia tidak pernah berusrah dengan kami. Ia seorang pemimpin, namun ia tidak pernah membimbing kami. Ia seorang kuat ibadah, namun tidak pernah menunjuki kami. Masukkan ia ke neraka Ya Allah.”

Saya terus menangis. Seorang naqib? Ya, saya seorang naqib. Apakah seorang naqib seperti saya, yang tidak melakukan usrah akan dicampakkan ke dalam lembah orang telanjang itu? Saya menggeletar ketakutan.

Saya melihat sekumpulan wanita. Mereka sedang mengerumuni satu hidangan. Saya mengintai jauh-jauh. Alangkah, mereka sedang meratah daging mayat manusia. Mereka melapah daging manusia itu hidup-hidup. Siapakah mereka itu Wahai Tuhan?

Saya tambah menggigil apabila melihat salah seorang daripada mereka. Itu adalah saudara saya. Ia seorang yang berbai’ah dengan perjuangan Islam dan mencintai perjuangan. Mengapa ia turut berada dalam kelompok terkutuk itu.

✿ “Itulah kumpulan wanita yang suka mengumpat dan menyebarkan fitnah.Mereka memperjuangkan Islam. Namun dalam masa yang sama,mereka suka sekali menaburkan fitnah dan mengumpat.”

Satu suara menjelaskan kepada saya.

Ya Allah, saya mengerti. Ini kisah benar. Saya mendengar dari rakan saya sendiri. Apabila seorang muslimah berkenan dengan seorang muslimin, dan muslimah itu meminta bantuan daripada rakannya menjadi orang tengah. Malangnya, orang tengah itu bukannya menjalin ikatan bahkan menaburkan fitnah.

Ya Allah, saya berharap cerita ini bukannya mengumpat dan menaburkan fitnah, bukan juga menyebarkan keburukan orang lain.

Seorang ahli pejuang Islam, keluar berdua-duaan dengan muslimah yang turut pejuang Islam. Berpegangan tangan. Menunggang motosikal bersama-sama. Nah, kepada mereka kita ingatkan, Peluklah pasangan kamu itu di atas motor seerat-eratnya, namun harus kamu ingat, yang kamu peluk itulah yang akan menghirup nanah yang keluar dari kemaluan kamu.

✿Na’uzubillah, Ajirna minannar.

✿Saya keanehan. Mengapa seorang lelaki boleh mempercayai seorang perempuan yang sanggup menyerahkan tangan untuk dipegang, kulit untuk dibelai menjadi isterinya? Bolehkah perempuan itu dipercayai untuk menjadi ibu kepada anaknya?

✿ “Darah haid,” saya berpaling ke belakang. Seorang tua bertongkat merapati saya. " Darah haid, apa maksud atuk"

Orang tua itu menunjukkan saya ke satu arah. Terbeliak mata saya melihatnya. Sekumpulan lelaki dihidangkan air berupa darah haid yang baru sahaja keluar daripada seorang perempuan.

“Darah haid itu adalah untuk orang yang memuja perempuan sehingga LALAI DARIPADA MENGINGATI ALLAH,”

p/s : m0ga mendapat iktibar dari kisah ini..pesanan buat sahabat-sahabat, juga buat diri sendiri..Nauzubillah..kami berlindung hanya padaMU ya ALLAH..

jom jadi Quran Literate

2011-06-07T15:12:00.001+01:00

i love this extraordinary man

2011-06-06T19:48:00.007+01:00

my mother will accompany my father every time he gives his speech. she will sit in the front row despite not understanding English, can't read nor write. then when they went home, over the dining table, he will ask her.

Syeikh Ahmed Deedat :how was my speech my darling?
Hawa (his wife) :ohh very good :)

but she didn't understand anything. so syeikh teased her ;p

syeikh ahmed deedat: what did u enjoy the most about my speech darling?
hawa: eat the food man. what do u think of the food? isn't it good?
<---(tukar topic hehe)

here's a learned man and his wife didn't understand a thing and yet supported him with her whole heart♥. true love. alolooo~

as told by Yousuf Ahmed Deedat (son of late syeikh ahmed deedat)

because WE don't open our mouth!

2011-06-03T00:40:00.004+01:00

ptg td i spent my day at a friend's hse, makan ikan bakar. lps mkn i read some magazines left on the couch. fashion magazines. 1st magazine was crap, nothing interesting to read at all with crappy fashion ideas. so i read other magazines. dlm stacks of magazines tu i only found 2 good real life stories:
1. sorang kawan yg sgt supportive to her friend yg ade cancer smpaikan she shaved off her hair so that her friend yg ade cancer tu wouldnt feel so bad for losing hair after chemo.
2. a daughter yg dgn tabahnye stand up on her feet lps her mother got killed in their own house.

yg lain? ape isinye??

sex stories. how to satisfy your men. how to attract men. plastic surgery ads. breast enlargement. models bagaikan tulang semata in swimsuits.

kalau kite really open our eyes, these magazines are pornography disebalik title nye fashion magazine or psychology magazine. merosakkan akhlak muslims all around the world. membutakan hati, fikiran, rational seseorang dalam cara yg sgt halus and then slowly attracting u to do it too..

1more thing. buku yg sgt bahaya utk kita unless kita tau how to lawan dia balik, the bible. that book yg so called holy penuh dgn pornography. incest between father and daughter (GENESIS 19:33-35), incest between mother and son (GENESIS 35:22), incest between father in-law and daughter-in-law (GENESIS 38:15-18), incest and rape between brothers and sisters (2 Samuel 13:11-14) wholesale rape between son and his mothers (2 SAMUEL 16:22).

syeikh ahmed deedat's combat kit against bible thumpers

im asking you what's the moral of these stories being put in the 'holy' bible as words of god? these are so immoral! is this the book of god?? with these rubbish, with these craps, we're getting converts?? from muslims to christians? why? because kite muslims penakut! x berani bukak mulut menyatakan yg haq. kite diajar with the 1st wahyu to read, and yet malas nk baca, benci membaca, apetah lg analysing. ape org kata terima like a sponge.

arm yourself brothers and sisters in Islam! arm yourself!

2011-05-31T20:39:00.002+01:00

How amazing is the affair of the Muslim! His affairs are all good. If he experiences ease, he is grateful, and that is good for him. If he experiences hardship, he faces it with patience and perseverance, and that is also good for him.

how deep is your love

2011-05-29T00:12:00.003+01:00

Bismillah,
lamanye x tulis blog, been busy dgn final submission. exam last 2days, smlm pengsan satu hari lepas a month tido x betol. a month je pon ceh. which kinda affects your mood, thinking, and physical appearances (not to say that im gemuk or anythng hihi, u'd believe that right?)

id like to share smthng i had today. being me yg moody suddenly gelak suddenly ternangis, suddenly bosan, suddenly energetic ni, im so grateful that i hv my wonderful beautiful family members around to keep me sane, remind me stuff, give me advise, pinjamkan duit etc2. arini terasa sedih yg teramat sgt, sbb baru lepas abes final exam n i thnk ive given my all tp somehow it doesn't feel that way. so my sister called and shared surah al-hijr 15:ayat 52-56 and gave a virtual hug. ♥

cite psl nabi ibrahim didatangi malaikat giving good news, that he's gonna hv a child. so he sd "benarkah kamu memberi kabar gembira kpdku padahal usiaku telah lanjut? meaning that he felt it's impossible to get a child at his age. they said "kami menyampaikan berita gembira kpdmu dgn benar, maka jgn lah kamu termasuk org yg berputus asa" nabi ibrahim replied, "tidak ada yg berputus asa dr rahmat Tuhannya, kecuali org yg sesat"

the fact is that x ada yg impossible utk Allah. kite kn doa doa doa doa doa..mintak, ask, plead. doa bagi lepas ujian Allah, doa bagi tabahkan hati dgn ketentuan Allah, doa pengakhiran yg baik utk everythng, doa segala macam jenis doa yg ade.

Allah kasi ujian yg berat utk org yg dia sayang. rs mcm x logic. bila fikir balik, np kalau syg kasi mcm2 jenis ujian? tp kalo kita put ourselves in his situation, katelah kita syg someone, n then mesti kite buat smthng to test his love for us right? or vice versa.

typical scene
x: i love u
y: yeah rite
x: betol x tipu
y: heh wateva
x: i'll show u
y: jgn buat bende bangang sudah
x: nah
y: ape ni?
x: roti canai 10 ribu i beli utk u sbb u suke roti canai
y: wahhhhh thank u
x: i love u
y: heh wateva get away
x: betol x tipuuu
y: gedik gi main jauh2
x: betoll i'll prove it to u
and it gets on and on and on, smpailah one day, u'll see how much that love is true, is pure, is right..

wallahualam.

zam zam♥ - Aren't you made up of Water?

2011-05-18T01:01:00.012+01:00

Zamzam is the name of the well that provides the water to billions of people, have thirstily drunk from throughout history, especially during the Hajj pilgrimage. Zamzam well is 35 meters deep and topped by an elegant dome. The miracle water of Zamzam is still flowing until today. Subhanallah!

"The difference between Zamzam water and other (city water) was in the quantity of calcium and magnesium salts. The content of these was slightly higher in Zamzam water. This may be why this water refreshes tired Hajis, but more significantly, the water contains fluorides that have an effective germicidal action."

One of the miracles of Zamzam water is its ability to satisfy both thirst and hunger. One of the Companions of the Prophet said that before Islam, the water was called "Shabbaa'ah" or satisfying. It was filling and helped them nourish their families.

After Islam, this powerful ability to quench thirst and fill stomachs remained. Prophet Muhammad said: "The best water on the face of the earth is the water of Zamzam; it is a kind of food and a healing from sickness." According to the Muslim collection of Hadith, Abu Dharr al-Ghifari, a Companion (Sahabi), noted that when he first arrived in Makkah during the early days of Islam, not only did he satisfy his hunger and thirst but he survived only on Zamzam water for a whole month.

More recently, in the last few decades, scientists have collected samples of Zamzam water and they have found certain peculiarities that make the water healthier, like a higher level of calcium.

Zamzam water: a cure for sickness

Apart from its ability to serve as satisfying food and drink, Zamzam water's health benefits are also commended. Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him and his family) said it was a healing from sickness. This is why pilgrims to Makkah to this day collect it in bottles to bring for relatives and friends back home who are ill.

Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him and his family) used to carry Zamzam water in pitchers and water skins back to Madinah. He used to sprinkle it over the sick and make them drink it.

Wahab Ibn Munabbah, who was from the second generation of Muslims, said 'I swear by Him in whose possession my life is, Allah Ta'ala will relieve the person of all illnesses who drinks Zamzam to his fill and will also grant him good health.'

In May 2011, a BBC investigation found that Zamzam water taken from the Zamzam Well contained arsenic levels three times the legal limit.[6] Arsenic is a carcinogen, raising concerns that Muslims who regularly consume zamzam may be exposed to higher risks of cancer. The British Food Standards Agency issued warnings about water claiming to be Zamzam containing dangerous levels of arsenic.[7] Zamzam sales have also been reported in the UAE where it is illegal to sell Zamzam.[2] (from Wikipedia)(KARUT!grr marah btol aku)

We have recently realized the value of the use of amulets. It has been scientifically proven that water is affected by what is recited over it. Japanese researcher Masaru Emoto has had a unique experience. He said that he had read in a book that each snowflake falling from the sky is unique. He said that his scientific instincts told him that this was not true. The geometric shape of the snowflake is determined by its chemical composition. The composition of water is well known - two hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom. So how come snowflakes that fall from the sky are different from one another? He said: "I was determined to prove that this theory was false." He built a laboratory, consisting of a deep freezer with a regulator, because no liquid, subjected to sudden freezing, can assume a geometric shape.

The freezing must be slow, so the atoms have the chance to crystallize into the shape decreed by Allah (SWT). There was a deep freezer with a regulator, a cold room at the temperature of -7°C, and several microscopes equipped with cameras, so he could photograph the snowflake before it melted. The scientists working in this room wore warm clothing. He said: "I took samples from two faucets in the laboratory, I froze them, and each sample gave me a different snowflake. The samples came from two different wells, two different rivers, from two different lakes.

I almost went crazy and thought this was witchcraft." A Saudi student at the University of Tokyo happened to meet him, and asked him what was wrong. Masaru told him his problem. The student said to him: "We have blessed water, called Zamzam water. I will give you a sample of this water so you can experiment on it. Zamzam water is not affected by witchcraft or Jinns, so using it can prove or disprove the whole theory." Emoto took a sample of Zamzam water, and said: "I couldn't crystallize it, even by diluting the water by 1,000." In other words, he turned one cubic centimeter into one liter.

He said that when he diluted the water by 1,000 and froze it, he got a uniquely-shaped crystal. Two crystals were formed, one on top of the other, but they assumed a unique form. When he asked his Muslim colleague why there were two crystals, he told him it was because "Zamzam" is composed of two words: "Zam" and "Zam."

Masaru Emoto said: "My Muslim colleague offered to recite Koranic verses over the water. He brought a tape-recorder and played some Koranic verses, and we got the most perfectly-shaped crystals. Then he played the 99 names of Allah (SWT). Each name produced a uniquely-shaped crystal. Then he began cursing the water. We said: Water, you are impure. You are not suited for consumption. The water, in this case, did not freeze, or produced an extremely ugly crystal." When they uttered bad words like "war" or "fighting," the water did not freeze, or else produced an ugly shape. When the man completed these experiments, which lasted 15 years, he published a five-volume book called Messages from Water. He wrote: "I have proven that water, that peculiar liquid, is capable of thinking, fathoming, feeling, getting excited, and expressing itself."

Following was written by a Japanese Scientist Masaru Emoto:

The quality / purity of Zamzam water has, will not be find any where else in the water on this earth.

He used the technology named NANO, and researched a lot on Zamzam water. And found out that if one drop of Zamzam water mix in 1000 drops of regular water, regular water will get the same quality like Zamzam water.

He also found that a mineral in one drop of Zamzam water has its own importance that will not be find any other water on this earth.

He also found in some tests that the quality or ingredients of Zamzam water can not be changed, why, science does not know the reason.

Even he re-cycled the Zamzam water, but no change it was still pure.

This scientist also found out that, the Muslims say BISMILLAH before eating/drinking. He says that after saying BISMILLAH on regular water, there are some strange changes happened in the quality of regular water. That make it best water.

He also found out that if some one recites the Quran on regular water, it gets the ability for the treatment of different diseases.

Masaru Emoto <---(check out this link) is a Japanese author known for his claim that if human speech or thoughts are directed at water droplets before they are frozen, images of the resulting water crystals will be beautiful or ugly depending upon whether the words or thoughts were positive or negative. Emoto claims this can be achieved through prayer, music or by attaching written words to a container of water.

Wait a minute - Aren't you made up of Water?

Yes! 75% of your body is made up of water. ade kata 90%. Imagine how your words affect your own body. When you say, "I'm a failure," or "I'm hopeless," or "I won't get well," imagine how these words weaken your health.

Make a choice to say the best words out there. Say often, "I'm wonderful," and "I'm beautiful" and "I can do this!" chaiyok!

2011-05-16T13:59:00.001+01:00

Biarkan hari-hari berbuat apa yang dia mahu
Tenangkan jiwamu apabila telah berlaku apa yang ditentu
Jangan mengeluh lantaran peristiwa yang berlaku pada malam-malam yang lalu
Kerana segala peristiwa di dunia ini tiada yang akan kekal begitu

Islam or Atheism?

2011-05-15T19:54:00.003+01:00

memandangkan sy asyik terdistracted with fb during these busy weeks of submission, adik sy menukar sy punye password, she's v stern, xkan bgtau the password smpai abes submission, so sy x dpt nk share this talk on fb. hahaha. but here goes.

a debate between Hamza Andreas Tzortzis & the president of American Atheists, Dr Ed Buckner.

very interesting. and this Hamza guy is quite cute n funny. hihihi(gediks). most of the debates that i listened to, the person yg bukan Muslim tu, mesti kata he does not know much about Islam. nape boleh x tau psl Islam bile u need to debate about it? tu kan basic debate rules. u hv to find out about both sides kalau nk menang. carik kelemahan ur opponent. aiyoyo. i believe if u're on the right side, u'll always win the debate.

do u kno sultan muhammad al fateh yg hensem bergaya

2011-05-14T22:08:00.007+01:00

he conquered istanbul, kalau in 1453 skang, theyre in the war. abes 29may 1453.
nabi kata, we will conquer constantinople, the king will be of the best, so will the soldiers. time tu sultan muhammad al fateh got 500,000 soldiers tp yg g perang only 250,000. those are the chosen ones, best amongst the soldiers (mantap, hotness! take that 300!)and guess wat, fateh was only 21 years old that time, ade kate 24, but still nak cakap that he's super young.

kite 21 thn tgh buat ape?

when the army reached istanbul, pg tu subuh jemaah, then they berzikir smpai dengar dek raja dlm istana constantinople tu, bygkan 250,000 strong berzikir. takut kot kalau jd the enemy! gigil peluh2 muntah2 beb. whoaaaaa! tabik2. they came with the 1st meriam ever built in the world, time tu constantinople 8decades xde sape dpt tawan cos of their walls, n then diorg pandai buat parit keliling tu. so sultan fatih gune meriam hancurkan the walls. after a few days perang die anta surat ke raja ckp surrender tp biasala degil sang raja jahat xmo (cite typical), rela mati utk tanah suci he said. so sultan fatih asked to perang lg semangat. the guy who went all the way up on the castle cacakkan bendera islam, his name was hassan. syahid smbil pegang bdera Islam

come on pemuda melayu islam, bangkit2, kite ditipu dgn bende lagho. maharaja lawaklah, dota lah, akademi fantasia lah etc2. sultan muhammad al fateh hafal quran time 8thn. pastu belajar bahasa lain, sejarah, maths ape ntah lg ngan ulama2 besar. kite 8thn dok main selut, gaduh ngan kambing, curi pensil kawan, main anak ayam..

how can tv shows cite islam time pg2 time budak g sekolah tp bile balik sekolah kuar cite ngarut2. rosak fikiran budak dr kecik, nmpk dah keliling kita rosaknye akhlak Muslims, how can we call ourselves Muslims? when being a Muslim tu is an honor! T_T (arak,mabuk, muntah2,zina,zina,zina,judi,makan babi,all haram things yg bile kite buat xde rasa ketenangan pon, tgk x parasite yg ade dlm perut kalo kite makan babi? its a living thing, gerak cm cacing2 yg byk, walaupon cacing tu x geli pon, tp parasite ni yaAllah, huduhnye keadaan dlm perut, dasyatnye dlm video tu, apatah lagi org yg ade bende tu dlm perut dia..) seme yg syaitan tunjukkan cm best sgt kat dunia ni, nnti kat akhirat die gelakkan kite, bodoh tolol gi ikot aku buat pe, padahal janji Allah tu janji yg benar.

org kafir tau, nak jatuhkan satu ummah, jatuhkan pemuda2 nya.
in Malaysia, sadly they've succeeded.
All around the world juga begitu.

stroberi stroberi stroberi keraayyyzeeee!

2011-05-14T14:28:00.004+01:00

woh wohhh im addicted to stroberi trifle!
last 2 days i ate 1whole box on my own, and suddenly dunia autoCAD nampak berwarne warni like im in heaven wuhuuu~~
im sure it wont get warne warni lg once i step on that weighing scale! but its soooooooo goooooood! those sweet stroberis disalut cream2 n custard n jelly..

wohh wohhh nak beli lagi nnti. ngaaa ga ga gaaaaa

A Quote From Salahuddin Ayyubi: Abu Shamma, Kitab arRawadatain

2011-05-13T18:16:00.001+01:00

"We hope in Allah Most High, to whom be Praise. Who leads the hearts
of Muslims to calm what torments them and ruins their prosperity.

Where is the sense of honor of the Muslims?

The pride of the Believers?

The zeal of the Faithful?

We shall never cease to be amazed at how the disbelievers for their
part have shown trusts, and it is the Muslims who have been lacking in
zeal.

Not one of them has responded to the call.

Not one intervenes to straighten what is distorted; but observe how far the Franks have gone.

What unity they have achieved.

What aims they pursue.

What help they have given.

What sums of money they have borrowed and spent.

What wealth they have collected and distributed and divided amongst them.

There is not a king left in their lands or islands, not a lord or a rich man who has not competed with his neighbors to produce more support and rival his peers in strenuous military efforts.

In defense of their religion they consider it a small thing to spend life and soul; and they have kept their infidel brothers supplied with arms and champions of war; and all they have done and all their generosity has been done purely out of zeal for him they worship in jealous defense of their faith.

The Muslims on the other hand are weakened and demoralized; they have become negligent and lazy, the victims of unproductive stupefaction and completely lacking in enthusiasm.

If, Allah forbid, Islam should draw reign, obscure her splendor, blunt her sword there would be no one, east or west, far or near who would blaze the zeal for Allah's religion, or choose to come to the aid of Truth against Falsehood.

This is the moment to cast off laziness, to summon from far and near all those men who have blood in their veins; but we are confident [He speaks about himself and the small party of believers who began with him and then became a large party]; but we are confident thanks to Allah- alhamdulillah- in the help that will come from him and entrust ourselves to him in sincerity of purpose and deepest devotion.

InshaAllah, InshaAllah the disbelievers shall perish and the Faithful have a sure deliverance.

Salahuddin Ayyubi
12th century

(Jzzk Salahuddin, ur words are a motivation, i'd like to meet u one day iA)

masa utk berjuang habis-habisan

2011-05-06T21:06:00.004+01:00

1 week to mock pin up
2 weeks to the real pin up and internal presentations
3 weeks to external exam and degree show.

Tuhan...
Kuatkan aku
Lindungi aku dari putus asa
Sakit yang kurasa biarlah jadi penawar dosaku

Allahumma yassir wala tuassir
Allahumma atmim bilkhair

Walaupun dosanya selautan dunia

2011-05-04T12:58:00.002+01:00

Ada seorang gadis termenung di jendela
Memikirkan nasibnya yang telah ternoda
Terpinggir terhina kerna dosa-dosa silamnya

Ibunya telah tiada
Begitu juga ayahnya
Mengharungi dunia tanpa pedoman di jiwa
Keliru hatinya
Antara syurga dan neraka

Pada siapa harus dipinta
Secebis rasa seulit mesra
Di akhir noktah
Usia dirinya
Yang akan berhenti jua

Deraian air mata
Menangisi dosanya
Rebah dia mengharap
Keampunan Tuhannya
Serta ketenangan
Mengharungi dunia yang fana

Umurnya masih muda remaja
Tetapi terleka kerana
Nafsu yang mengaburinya
Namun Tuhannya masih cintakan dirinya
Walaupun dosanya selautan dunia

Mengapa perlu berasa berjauhan dari Yang Esa
Sedangkan Allah sentiasa merahmati hamba-Nya
Yang sering terlupa leka dan alpa terhadap-Nya

Harapannya subur kembali
Bukti kasih Ilahi
Syukur dia ditemukan
Jalan kebahagiaan
Mengukir ceria
Membenam segala kecewa.....

my mama's name is Zai

2011-05-03T20:31:00.005+01:00

i love mother's day. it reminds me of how amazing my mama is.

she knew how stressed i was before but she didn't say anything, until i myself went to her and ask for advise. she sd to me, jgnla rasa like u couldn't talk to me about anything ok? T.T

dulu time sekolah rendah darjah 1, i forgot to siapkan my homework, die and ayah tlg siapkan pagi tu before gi sekolah. hehe. keje math. tp pastu mmg diorg tros monitor keje sekolah.

last year, mama was here on holiday, die punyelah boring x tau nk buat ape, so she organised my pencils and pens. u know la kan budak archi's stuff, bersepah dlm kotak.time nk barang kene buang seme dlm kotak tu, nk kemas xde masa. when i came home, she put pens in one bag, pencils in one, cutting stuff in one place, etc2.

time puasa, she will always ask everyone of us, nk buka apa. everyone will get what they want. i will always ask for mee curry. ayah naik muak, mee kari sokmo. hehe but mama will do it nonetheless.

i rmbred one night when i was a teen, i couldnt sleep kne kacau hantu haha, so she stayed up teman jaga until i fell asleep.

one weekend, i came back late from work so terpengsan kat living room, penat sgt, bgn pagi subuh tu, she came down and kissed me on my forehead.

and she's hilarious too. tp her jokes cannot be exposed here hahaha. oh well, i love u mama. happy mother's day♥

mother's day tiba lagi

2011-05-03T11:25:00.001+01:00

syair betapa hebatnya kasih seorg ibu terhadap anaknya..

أغرى أمرؤ يوماً غلاماً جاهلاً بنقوده كي ما يحيق بـه الضـرر
قال ائتني بفـؤاد أمك يا فتـى ولك الجواهـر والدراهـم والدرر
فأتى فأغرز خنجراً في قلبهـا والقلب أخرجـه وعاد على الأثر
ولكنه من فـرط سرعة هوى فتدحرج القـلب المعفـر بالأثـر
نـاداه قلب الأم وهـو معفـر ولدي حبيبي هل أصابك من ضرر

Lebih kurang maksudnya:

Suatu hari seseorang memperdaya pemuda yang bodoh
Untuk memberikan sejumlah wang yang boleh mengelakkannya dari kesempitan
Dia berkata kepadanya, wahai orang muda! Bawakan kepadaku hati ibumu
Nescaya ku berikan kepadamu emas permata, wang perak dan mutiara berharga
Maka dia pergi mendapatkan ibunya menghunus pisau belati menusuk ke dadanya
Dikeluarkan hati ibu lantas berlari ke tempat yang dijanji
Namun dia tersungkur lantaran terlalu pantasnya ia berlari
Maka tergoleklah hati yang dibawanya jatuh ke bumi bersalut pepasir
Lalu hati ibu yang dibalut pepasir menyeru anaknya
Duhai anakku sayang, adakah engkau ditimpa kecelakaan?

2011-05-02T22:28:00.001+01:00

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung dengan keredhaanMu daripada kemurkaanMu,
dan aku berlindung dengan kemaafanMu daripada balasanMu,
dan aku berlindung denganMu seperti pujiMu sendiri ke atas diriMu.
Maka segala pujian dan sanjungan sehingga Engkau redhai."

be with me Love♥

2011-04-28T00:55:00.003+01:00

kalaulah berfikir akan membakar lemak, adakah aku akan menjadi lebih kurus ataupun lebih gemuk? akankah aku tetap tegar menjalani ujian ini dengan keikhlasan ataukah terjerumus ke dalam keputus asaan? Harapan dari setiap insan kesenangan serta ketenangan mengarungi hidup tanpa ada cubaan. Sayang harapan itu tak pasti krn cubaan akan terjadi utk menguji sabar diri dan ketaqwaan.

Katakanlah kali ini adalah miliknya Allah, yang akan kembali kepadanya bila dan dimana saja dan berdoalah mohon ampunan dari semua kesalahan agar mendapat keredhaan dan pertolongan dalam ujian.

**aduhai apela sgt masalahku dibandingkan dgn family palestinku. dah, chill sudah,keycoh lebeh. Allah is fully sufficient for us, and the best one in whom to trust (3:173)*

aku wanita gagah.

huh.

poyo.

ok buat design balik.

otak letop

2011-04-26T19:07:00.002+01:00

that's it. otak da meletop and cair keluar thru earlobes. sesungguhnya senibina final year sgt2 lah mencabar keimanan, kekebalan, keegoan, kestabilan mental, dan kekerapan mandi & makan.

ada sorang kawan ni kat uni yg sama had to take a year break sbb x tahan dgn pressure, and bila dia dtg balik tutor seme layan die like a princess. kene becareful, sbb die tgh depressed, takut jd mentally ill. abes tu, nk kene tunggu seme org jatuh into depression baru nk layan seme org baik2?

adakah hanya bila susah baru nk merayu, Ya Allahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........tp time buat keje tu dok pasang lagu huha huha...................

adakah Allah hanya tempat meminta pertolongan, Ya Allah...............tp bila senang duit gi joli..................

adakah Allah hilang bila kita xde masalah?
adakah Allah sentiasa berada dgn kita even bila kita dok buat maksiat?

adakah Allah pandang kita when ade lg makhlukNya yg lg mencintai Dia dari kita..

optimis

2011-04-22T22:27:00.002+01:00

today a friend called me up, ajak keluar makan with other friends for a friend's farewell. but im so wrapped up w work, so i declined.
r: sorry beb, aku busy gila ni
h: kau ni busy manjang
r: hehe bulan 6 aku boleh
h: kau tau x skang baru bulan 4??
r: hahahaha
h: alang2 kau asyik 'menyibuk' manjang, kau buatlah yg terbaik ok.

what a nice advice♥

not now.

2011-04-22T19:05:00.000+01:00

Berdoa di kedalaman hatiku
Tersembunyi harapan yang suci
Tak perlu engkau menyangsikan

Lewat kesalihanku
Yang terukir menghiasi dirimu
Tak perlu dengan kata-kata

Sungguh walau ku kelu
Tuk mengungkapkan perasaanku
Namun penantianmu pada diriku
Jangan salahkan

Kalau memang kau pilihkan aku
Tunggu sampai aku datang
Nanti kubawa kau pergi
Ke surga abadi

Kini belumlah saatnya
Aku membalas cintamu
Nantikanku di batas waktu

have faith in Allah..

2011-04-20T23:11:00.005+01:00

Bismillah.

how come Allah swt created some people healthy and some not? some has big problems, rough days, some live easily? is Allah unjust??

Allah jawab dalam surah An-Nisa ayat 40.
40. Allah is never unjust in the least degree: If there is any good (done), He doubleth it, and giveth from His own presence a great reward.

this is a test! Allah test different people different way.
any calamity comes, it's either a test or a punishment.
and any good things come, it's also either a reward or a test for u.

and many times we human beings complain to Allah, why are u not answering my prayers?? but in fact Allah says u ask Me and I'll answer your prayer. but u're praying everyday and Allah is not answering.it sounds contradicting kan? we keep on praying but nothing happens. Allah says in surah al-Baqarah ayat 216,“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” so maybe by not answering, Allah is actually answering u. We dont know things that He knows. so we should never despair, trust Allah. He's there, always there for u.

that's why suicide is haram in Islam. Allah says in Surah an-Nisa, kill not yourself because Allah is most forgiving. the moment someone kills himself, it's as though he's ungrateful. in surah Baqarah again, Allah says, he shall not burden someone greater than what he can bear, and pray Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear.

in the 1st paragraph Allah has already promised that He wont give us burden that we cant bear, but why in 2nd paragraph he asks us to make doa to not lay burden more than we can bear?? because WE DIG UP OUR OWN GRAVE. WE LAY BURDEN GREATER THAN WHAT WE CAN BEAR. WE ARE THE CAUSE. so we make doa to ask Allah to make us not the cause to lay burden on ourselves greater than we can bear.

let us think, what's the most important thing in life. food? water? the most important thing is air. without air, within minutes, we'll die. how many of us have said thank you Allah for the air u have given us?

Dakwah bukan untuk si manja

2011-04-13T02:38:00.001+01:00

Tarbiyyah bukan untuk orang yang malas.
Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang takut nak bergerak dan mencabar diri.
Tarbiyyah bukan untuk orang yang cepat bosan, lari, lompat-lompat, sekejap down-sekejap up, cepat terasa.
Tarbiyyah bukan bagi orang yang memilih program untuk dia ikuti yang senang dan mudah join, yang penat, bersusah payah elak.

Bukan untuk orang yang mencari tarbiyyah hanya bila terasa diuji oleh tuhan. Kalau tak, batang hidung pun tak nampak.
Bukan bagi yang meletakkan dakwah hanya untuk mencari calon akhawat atau ikhwah sebagai sang isteri dan suami,
-yang join hanya untuk meminta tolong teman-teman pencerahan bila dia dalam kesusahan.
Tapi kesenangan dan kelebihan yang dia dapat, tak share pun dengan orang lain.

-yang cepat mengalah,

-yang meletakkan mabit, qiamullail, daurah, dan tathqif dalam diari hanya selepas ditolak dengan semua agenda dan upacara-upacara ‘penting’ yang lain.
-yang hanya pandai cakap (dan menulis), tapi amal kosong
-yang hanya tahu compare jamaah itu dengan jamaah ini, yang boleh mengkritik dan menilai harakah ini dan itu.

Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang ikut liqa’ hanya kerana nak disebut sebagai ahli dalam harakah ini dan itu, jamaah ini dan itu.
Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang tak boleh diberi tugasan last minute.
Dakwah bukanlah untuk orang yang tak nak keluarkan duit, infaq di jalan Allah.
Dakwah bukan untuk orang yang tak boleh sesekali tidur lewat, terpaksa berjalan jauh.
Dakwah bukan bagi orang yang kalau ada program untuk ikut terlibat, mesti naik motokar besar dan mewah, yang air-cond, dan laju. Yang tak nak naik bas, public transport, dan yang kena berpeluh-peluh.

Tarbiyah bukan untuk orang yang kena contact dan info dia setiap masa tentang perkembangan terkini sedangkan dia kena macam boss, hanya tunggu information.
Pencerahan bukan bagi mereka yang hanya nak berkawan dengan orang berduit dan berharta, yang hidup mewah, dan mengelak berkawan dengan orang susah, miskin, dan pakai comot.
Dakwah bukanlah untuk orang yang setiap masa dan ketika, kerja nak beri alasan ini dan itu. Penat, mengantuk, susah, banyak kerja, keluarga tak bagi keluar.

Tarbiyyah bukanlah segala-galanya. Tapi segala-galanya bermula dengan tarbiyyah.
Tanpa anda, orang yang sering beralasan ini, dakwah akan terus berjalan. Islam akan tetap berjaya. Ummah akan tetap terpelihara.

Cuma tanpa pencerahan,
Tanpa tarbiyyah,
Tanpa dakwah
Belum tentu kita akan berjaya di mahsyar nanti.

Tak mengapa. Teruskan hidup anda seperti biasa. Dakwah tak memerlukan anda. Tiada siapa pun yang rugi tanpa kehadiran anda.
Berbahagialah seadanya.

Saya menghitung diri.
Terlalu kerap menuturkan.
“saya busy..saya sibuk..saya penat..saya letih..”
Adakah ini petandanya saya terlalu manja?
Ya Allah, tabahkan hamba-Mu.
“amanah ini bukan hak milik, tp anugerah dr Nya”

Sweet dreams!

2011-04-11T21:31:00.001+01:00

If you’ve started waking up early and working in those early hours of the day as we recommend at ProductiveMuslim.com, you’ll find that it’s pretty hard to be consistent each and every day with this routine. And when you search for the reasons for this inconsistency, you’ll realise that it’s mainly because it’s hard to regulate your sleep; one day you sleep well, so you wake up early and can work hard. Other days, you don’t sleep so well and those early hours are pretty difficult to maintain.

Sleep, as any other activity we do as humans, can be optimized by planning well in advance and following a particular routine each night. You might think: “Dude, I just crash and sleep”. Well, that’s one way of doing it, but here’s another routine. Try it out and tell me if sleep doesn’t become a rewarding, spiritual and fulfilling experience for you after this.

The following sleep routine requires you to prepare for it at least 90 minutes BEFORE you actually sleep. And it’s basically dividing those 90 minutes into 3 parts:

One third for Your Lord
One third for Your Self
One third for Your Sleep

1. One third for Your Lord:
This starts with you making wudhu, brushing your teeth, putting on nice clothes and perfume and praying Tahajjud and Witr for Allah (Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala) (Note: If you prefer to wake up before Fajr to pray these night prayers then definitely go with that. However, if you can’t trust yourself to wake up that early, it’s better that you pray Tahajjud and Witr Salah BEFORE you sleep). This is my favourite part of the sleep routine and favourite part of the day!

It’s such a calming experience after going through a long hard day, to stand in front of your Lord, recite His verses, supplicate to Him and ask Him of whatever you desire in this world and the Next. Do this for a couple of nights and you wouldn’t want to give up doing it! In fact, throughout your day, you’ll be anticipating this moment and looking forward to it!

2. One third for Your Self:
This is where you prepare yourself for sleep by putting on your pyjamas, getting into bed and reading a good book for at least 30 minutes. If you’re like me, ideas and thoughts will keep popping into your head as you read, and you will want to save them for later. For these, I have a plain notebook and pen/pencil next to me to scribble anything (and I mean anything) that pops in my head! You’ll be surprised how many great ideas originate from these 30 minutes.

Alternatively, instead of reading, you may spend these 30 minutes brainstorming on a plain notebook any ideas,plans, and projects you have in mind. You don’t have to come up with the ‘perfect’ idea/solution, but simply brainstorm as much as you can then literally “sleep on it” (as the saying goes). In the morning, you’ll be surprised at what your sub-conscious mind brings forth for you.

3. One third for Your Sleep:
I’ve said that this is a third for your sleep, but truly this is a third for your Lord to bless your sleep, and basically this involves going through the duas and verses that one should recite before sleeping as per the Sunnah of Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him). These include reciting Surah Al-Mulk and Surah Al-Sajdah and other supplications recommended before sleeping. For me, this last part of the routine is like the cherry on top of the cake! Nothing fills you with more tranquility than to sleep having uttered the words of Allah (Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala).

So there you have it, the ProductiveMuslim routine for Sleep. You may think it’s lengthy, but there has been no day that I’ve followed it, except that I’ve slept peacefully and woken up peacefully.

Hope it works well for you and that you have a productive sleep – Sweet dreams!

jalan dakwah

2011-04-11T01:09:00.001+01:00

Setiap mehnah pastinya ada hikmah,
Berbaik sangkalah pada yg Esa.

Ya Allah ya rabbi
Teguhkan iman kami
Moga tabah hati tak berbelah bagi..

MAN JADDA WAJADA

2011-04-07T22:53:00.000+01:00

Barang siapa bersungguh-sungguh pasti ada jalan / terwujud

;p

2011-04-07T08:02:00.001+01:00

i ♥ Rasulullah

2011-04-06T23:16:00.000+01:00

Hadith Rasulullah SAW, “Didiklah anak-anakmu berenang, memanah, dan berkuda.”

M U S L I M. im so blessed to be with them.

2011-04-06T10:12:00.003+01:00

i dont really know how to say things seriously cam other blogs, so i'll share my experience instead.

i know things but don't really act on it. yeah, penyakit hati yg kronik. tau ape salah ape betul, kat sekolah blaja, kat sekolah agama belajar, tp nape x berkesan seme tu?

dulu sisters usrah ni slalu la ajak join usrah diorg, i was interested tp didn't make time for it. alasan: kerja berjuta. sampailah satu time, i had to move out from my hse sbb contract umah da abes, since the sisters insisted on staying w them. siap x yah byr sewa lg. semangat ukhuwwah padahal i don't even know them that well. they really put the 'Islam tu bersaudara' in place.

time duduk ngan diorg tu, tgh Ramadhan. one night, one sister asked me pegi qiam ngan dia kat masjid. i declined. alasan: nak tgk movie ngan kawan. she smiled, and said its ok, next time then. pastu masjid and islamic jauh berjela, tp mesti nk pegi jgk. ikutkan hati jahiliyahku, mmg malasnye nk ikut, tp pegi jgk lah.

oh btw, they never criticized my appearance, my clothing, the way i talk. but they show it through their akhlak. they will always smile making me feel at ease, they wear jubah or long shirts and scarf yg proper.

kalaulah akhlak2 muslimah ni diorg x tunjukkan while im with them, mmg i'll be a lalala muslim sampai mati kot. Thank u Allah, i'm so blessed to be with them.

Your Lord is watching

2011-04-06T10:10:00.000+01:00

Your think that your so slick, you know just how to trick
and pull a hoax upon your folks and they dont notice it.
You know that you should not, I think that you forgot
Like any crime, its only time before you getting caught

Your lord is watching and he knows every step that you take
And he knows every plan that you make
And he can catch your every mistake
And he can catch your every mistake

Fariq Zakir Naik

2011-03-29T15:14:00.002+01:00

Fariq Naik is the son of an illustrious father and world renowned orator on Islam and comparative religion Dr. Zakir Naik. He is only 15 years of age, born on 10th July 1994. He is a student of Std. 9th at the Islamic International School, Mumbai.

Fariq has an excellent grasp and memory of what he learns. At 13 he became a Hafiz-ul-Qur’an – memorizing the Glorious Qur’an 5 days a week, over 9 months a year, for 3 ½ years – while pursuing his regular studies and extra-curricular activities at school.

He can understand the major part of the Qur’an in Arabic as well as converse in Arabic. His fluency in Daw’ah Talks in English and Hindi / Urdu at his tender age is commendable. Since he was 8 years old, while accompanying his father on Daw’ah trips, Fariq started giving short talks in English and Arabic as well as reciting the Qur’an in front of large audiences in thousands in Italy, Dubai, Jeddah, Trinidad & Tobago, Hyderabad, Chennai, Poona, Kashmir and other parts of the world.

♥

cinta halal

2011-03-28T11:50:00.005+01:00

bismillah.
i might be the most wrong person to write about this. but this is how i feel about it. boyfriend girlfriend relationships. i used to be allergic to this kind of relationship (time zaman2 remaja suke memberontak), tp ntah la thru years tetibe terjebak. pastu dah terjebak, susahnye nk lari from it. mmg kn betul2 nekad utk keluar from this haram relationship. seme org tau hubungan boyfren n girlfren tu salah dalam Islam.. tp we still do it sbb best kan bercinta. i know too well of it..kat sini dpt tunjuk kedudukan sape yg paling tinggi in your life. your Lord Al-Mighty who gave u life, love and everything else or your boyfriend? betapa keciknye status boyfriend tu bila kita fikir balik.

Segera kan kujemput engkau bidadari
Bila tiba waktu kutemukan aku
Ya Ilahi Robbi keras ku mencari diri sepenuh hati
Teguhkanlahku dilangkah ini
Dipenantian hakikat diri
Dan izinkan kujemput bidadari
Tuk bersama menuju Mu sepenuh hati...

lirik from nasyid "menjemput bidadari". lepas dgr ni, suddenly i realised that he said mencari diri sepenuh hati. ape bende tu? bukan ke kalau nk carik someone to be in your life, u carik la dia, ape nk carik diri sendiri plak? now i understand that to find your other half, u should find yourself through Allah first. find Allah first and He'll help you.

i met someone who just got married last year. and she was v careful w her relationship w her husband before marriage. xde ym2, msg fb ape bende seme. kalau nk discuss psl bende kawin tulis email, cc kat org ke-3 (naqib/naqibah), kalau msg pon sama, forward to them too. subhanallah i dono if i can ever be to her level. betapa sweetnye her marriage. i pray for their happiness here and hereafter♥

i met another girl last few days, we talked about marriage in Islam. she sd can't we all see that betapa romantic nye cara nk kawin dlm Islam. the guy go to ur house and ask your parents for ur hands~ shows how sincere he is. i agree with that, altho ade jgk yg sincere bebeno b4 kawin then after kawin segala perangai mengarut2 tu terserlah. that's why tarbiyah (the education and upbringing of people) tu penting. both kn faham islam tu betul2.

wallaualam,
aku yg masih berjihad mencari kehalalan dlm hubungan cintaku.

viewers!

2011-03-27T23:00:00.002+01:00

subhanallah this is the 1st time in my blogging years that i checked how many ppl visited my page. masyaAllah more than 2000 views kot! and here i thot only my sister is reading my blog actively. sungguh bangga dgn pencapaian ni, walaupun x sehebat blog2 org lain. (kesian kan? cm x cukup kasih sayang)pasni kn tulis dgn lebih ilmiah so xde la korang baca bende kosong je. altho,. things that i write usually ade bende yg nk disampaikan. bak kata kakak naqibahku, seme bende tu ibadah. kalau kite set kan buat sesuatu tu utk Allah.

2 ayat Al-Quran yg WAJIB seme Muslim hafal --->
1. surah Al-Baqarah 2:ayat 30
2. surah Az-Zariyat 51: ayat 56

2 ayat yg menerangkan kenapa kita dijadikan? purpose of life♥
wallahualam. keep on reading! i love my total page views! hehe it's like bila i masak pastu org tambah. im weird but yea it makes me happy:D

i love my skinnies

2011-03-26T10:39:00.004Z

i love skinnies. always have, loved it since it was first dimartabatkan as in-style in fashion. huhu. i was brought up dgn cara pemakaian islam, so i know seluar ketat is wrong, and yet i still wear them. 1st pakai rasa uuuuuu im so in! then i kept on wearing skinnies everyday. but if i see muslimah atas pakai tudung bawah pakai ketat, ill feel that its wrong and yet im just the same. until one day, my sister left her big jeans yg so not in-style, straight cut pastu besar gedabak. i was desperate that day i had no more skinnies left, seme basuh so pakai jela. my 1st thought was "my god, i look so fat!" tp since nk cepat, kne pegi studio so pakai jela her baggy jeans (which was so in last few decades, when i was in my tomboy-ish years) and the next day my skinnies da kering so i wore 'em, then when i was outside, suddenly i felt like "eh x pakai seluar ke??" sbb punyela ketat smpai x rasa cm pakai seluar..

last few days, i was out w my naqibah (im still wearing my skinnies, mmg dasar si budak degil) and saw someone pakai seluar sama kaler ngan kulit. so i told her that i dont like that style sbb to me nmpk cm x pakai seluar. then she sd samala dgn org yg pakai seluar skinnies kat msia tu. i dont know if she realises that im wearing them at the moment. haha. so she asked me "camane cara pemakaian islam yg betul? yg tutup aurat?" wuhuuu defeated to the ground man!

so since that day i kept on wearing skirts sbb i dont like my sister's baggy jeans which i hope she'll buy me a new one (hint hint alang). a friend of mine kept on asking asal dok pakai skirt je ni?? i still love my skinnies, i wear them under my skirts now.

"and say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty.." (Al-Quran 24: 31)

start thinking o Muslim Ummah!

2011-03-23T14:07:00.004Z

Islam came from the word salam which means peace. it's also derived from the arabic word 'silm' which means to submit to Almighty God. Islam in short means peace acquired by submitting to Almighty God. any person who submits to Almighty God is called as a Muslim. Islam has been on the earth since man set foot on this earth.

the teachings of Islam is based on the Glorious Al Quran which came into existence 1400 years back. Is it possible that today, we can gain guidance on how life should be lead from a book of 1400 years old? The answer is no IF the book is written by human being. but the Quran has passed the test of time. it is the proclamation to humanity, the fountain of mercy and wisdom, warning to the Hitlers, solution to the suffering, and hope for those in despair.

Previously in the olden days, it was the age of miracle. the Quran is the miracle of miracles. Later on came the age of literature and poetry. Muslims and non-muslims alike claim that Quran is the best Arabic literature available in the face of the earth. but today, if a poetic religious book says that the world is flat, would a modern man believe it? No. because today is the age of science and technology. the Quran is not a book of SCIENCE but it is a book of SIGNS which contains ayat (verses) which thousands of them explained about science. so let us analyse whether the Quran is compatible of not with science today.

In the field of astronomy, previously we thought that the world was flat. it was in 1957 when Sir Francis Drake sailed around the world that he 1st time proved that the earth is circular in shape. The Quran mentioned 1400 years ago in surah An-Naziat 79:30 "and therefore we have made the world in egg-shape".

We thought that the light of the moon was its own light. recently we have come to know that the light of the moon is not its own light but a reflected light from the sun. Quran says in Surah Furqan 25:61 "having the moon borrowed or reflect light.

Surah Al-Anbiya 21:33 explains that sun and the moon besides revolving, it also rotates on its own axis.

In the field of hydrology, we learn about water cycle. how it evaporates, form into clouds, fall down as rain etc. in 1580 it was 1st described by Sir Bernard Palissy. But the Quran tells us in great detail of water cycle in several pieces. In surah Az-Zumur 39:21, surah Ar-Rum 30:24, surah Al-Mukminun 23:18, surah Al-Hijr 15:22, surah An-Nur 24:43, surah Al-A'raf 7:57, surah Ar-Rad 13:17, surah Al-Furqan 25:40, surah Yasin 36:34, surah Al-Jasiyah 45:5 and there's a lot more verses in Quran alone explaining about water cycle!

In the field of biology, Surah al-Anbiya 21:30 tells us that every creature is made of water. today science proves that every living creature contains 50-90% water.

In the field of oceanography, Quran tells us about the separation of fresh water and salty water in Surah Al-Furqan 25:53 and surah Ar-Rahman 55:19-20 the fact that they do not mix nor transgress because of the barrier.

there are lots more science evidences that could be found in the Glorious Quran regarding other field of studies. (are your hearts not shaken yet my dear muslim brothers and sisters?) what do you think is the significance of the 1st revelation to the Prophet Muhammad SAW? why Iqra? why read? reading is the key to knowledge. the disease we have now in the muslims community is that we accept everything without knowing why we do it. and we dont do that because we thought that it is wrong to question the words of God. why do you think Christians revert into Islam? because they studied their bible and compare it to our Quran. here we are, the Muslim ummah, having given the precious gift from Allah, lazy to read, lazy to think, lazy to analyse. Islam asks us to THINK. It is wrong to say that Islam is the cause of retrogradation of Muslim ummah when Al-Quran has proven otherwise. we ought to live through Al-Quran and As-Sunnah, not living according to what we feel is right. who are we to say that this is right and that is wrong when Allah has set His rules.

(excerpts from Dr Zakir Naik's speech in Oxford Union)

a woman in a man's eye

2011-03-21T08:21:00.006Z

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah

I went to Manchester for Daurah Baitul Muslim (sistem kekeluargaan Islam) yesterday and it was great! puts Islamic marriages into perspective. Islam dah letakkan kedudukan wanita yg tinggi dalam agama ni. kita as Muslimah should know our rights. kita x boleh dizalimi. we have out rights before and after marriage. kita ni sgt special if only we could truly understand. its not hard, only needs the knowledge and apply it.

Surah An-Nisa, ayat 1 says that tujuan perkahwinan tu is utk mencapai takwa kpd Allah, memelihara silaturahim. in fact lepas kahwin, solat yg kita buat will get berlipat kali ganda pahala than org yg belum kawin walaupun kite baca surah 3 Qul je everytime solat, sbb dia dah sempurnakan half of her deen(agama). Surah Ar-Rum ayat 21 says that we are made in pairs. so dont worry ladies, there is someone for u out there. the thing is to get urself to be a better person first, then dia sendiri akan dtg to u. sebab janji Allah tu org yg baik utk org baik and vice versa.

org slalu kata, alaa lambat lagi nk kawin, nnti la dulu, etc2. tp hakikatnya we should always be prepared for it. mcm analogi exam, kita tau kite ade exam tp katela kite x tau bila exam tu, should we be prepared now or biar esok nk exam baru hegeh2 nk baca buku, soalan ape yg kuar pon x tau. camane nk jawab btol2 nnti? kan?

i also found out that most marriages end w failure or divorce bila niat kahwin tu is merely bcos of love. love can be lost, suddenly u realised that u dont love someone anymore, is that ur fault? love at first sight. what's that all about pulak kan? cinta tu mmg la penting, tp bila someone tu kahwin atas dasar Islam dan Iman, atas dasar dakwah, kemanisan berumahtangga tu lagi terasa, like honey and chocolates! cinta kerana Allah. im telling u, it'll last for eternity.

semestinya every muslimah wants a good muslim man, in fact kite slalu nk yg hebat, outspoken, lantang menyatakan yg benar, tp gentle towards us, treat us right, ckp benda2 yg baik n puji2 je, belikan hadiah, tolong pegi pasar, bukan setakat good je kan? good is B. Kita always aim for A++++ hahaha. jd kita ni kene jd an ideal muslimah first! Muslim women now show inconsistencies whereby they exaggerate some aspects of Islam and neglect others. for example, you might see a Muslim woman who is pious & righteous, observing all the rites of the religion, but she neglects oral n bodily hygiene and does not care about the offensive smell emanating from her mouth or body. she has understanding of the holistic Islamic view of life and humanity but does not control her tongue in gatherings and refrain from gossip and slander. she may be religious and knowledgeable but does not treat her neighbours and friends properly. she may make herself look beautiful in front of others but neglecting her appearance in front of her husband.

It is strange indeed to see these contradictions from Muslim women who consider themselves as educated Muslimah with extensive knowledge of Islam. This is a reminder for me too. The true sources of Islam is Quran and Sunnah, explaining the ideal behaviour which Muslims should adopt in her relationship with Allah, in her personal development, in her relationship towards others, whether they are related or not and in her social dealings in general.

May Allah give u and me hidayah and a superb Muslim as a husband insyaAllah.

trust.

2011-03-17T09:34:00.002Z

dear diary..

2011-03-16T00:58:00.003Z

alhamdulillah,.settle review. know now where i stand. now cuti until april. but still loads to do.but im going to take a day off work tmrw. esok just wanna read kak mimi's book, check out news (Yuka dearest, im relieved that ure alright there. my prayers are w u), learn new quranic words, ohh had to babysit sufia, n got several nasi lemak orders~ quite packed rupenye. mlm ni kne buat sambal, goreng ikan bilis, goreng kacang, marinate ayam da di da~~

today i learned that im a person who keeps changing my mind. someone told me u ni slalu tukar2 fikiran kan, nape yea? i suppose that's a negative side of me. i should change. i dont know why i keep changing my mind in doing things, planning or making a decision. x tetap pendirian mmg susah nk berjaya. learned that in a hard way too. im scared of things. maybe i should trust more. trust Allah more. im scared kalau kne ape yg org kene, im scared facing my obstacles, i am a penakut damn it! why am i so bloody scared! ahhhhhh marahnye ngan diri sendiri! RISE will ya!

cuti ni what im going to do is searching my inner strength (lost..so lost in the woods of misery, Allah kata if anythng bad happens to u, tgk org yg kn lagi teruk n be thankful), add more architectural knowledge which i still lacked eventho ive been in the field for almost a decade!(ahmad deedat was in the field of dakwah for 5 decades! what have i been doing?? do u know that dr zakir naik used to stammer? he would say my name is za za za zakir, subhanallah how Allah helped made it easy for him, xde dgr even a glimpse of stammering in his public speech!)

O Allah take away any arrogance in my heart. If it is right for me, make it easy for me to achieve, if it is wrong for me, make it difficult and take it far far far away from me.

dah, i want to curl up n hibernate.

keje berjuta!!

2011-03-09T10:22:00.000Z

haiyak! semangat!!

only the best for you

2011-03-08T12:45:00.000Z

take all this as experience that will mould u into someone wholesome and good.
we are lucky in so many other ways u kno,and even cry tears of blood wont change what we are meant to undergo.

u r a survivor and i m proud of the way you have bounced back fr this whole unfortunate incident. i pray for only the best of evrything for u.

lots of love,
mama.

2011-03-08T01:49:00.000Z

kerana Allah kita bangun!

2011-03-06T10:25:00.002Z

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda maksudnya: "Diikat oleh syaitan di atas seseorang kamu dengan tiga ikatan apabila ia sedang tidur. Maka syaitan memukul tiap-tiap tempat ikatan tersebut sepanjang malam sehingga tertidurlah kamu. Kalau kamu terbangun dan berzikir kepada Allahs.w.t nescaya terbukalah satu ikatan. Kalau berwuduk nescaya terbukalah satu ikatan lagi dan kalau bersolat nescaya terbukalah semuanya. Sehingga kamu menjadi rajin dan baik jiwanya. Kalau tidak yang demikian nescaya menjadi keji jiwa dan malas."

Bila dilihat dari segi halangan-halangan yang terpaksa ditempuhi oleh seseorang yang mahu menghidupkan malam dengan ibadah, maka tidak salah kalau diletakkan mereka dalam golongan manusia yang berjiwa gigih dan hidup cintanya dengan Allah s.w.t. Golongan ini juga telah mewarisi pekerjaan orang-orang soleh.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud:

"Haruslah kamu bangun malam kerana itu adalah kebiasaan orang-orang soleh sebelum kamu. Sesungguhnya bangun malam adalah mendekatkan diri kepada Allah Azzawajalla,menutup segala dosa, menghilangkan segala penyakit pada tubuh dan mencegah daripada dosa."

Arus Qudus

2011-02-27T22:11:00.001Z

Layarkan kehidupan
ke destinasi pilihan
nikmatilah keindahan
yang tak dijanjikan.

Hayatilah keperitan
baru bisa mengertikan
kemanisan, kebesaran
rahsia kebenaran.

Yang tinggal kita mencari
hidupnya tanda misteri
kita tafsirkan
sukar diertikan

Hidup ini memang payah
kadang gelap kadang cerah
hati ini jika resah
siksa jiwa takkan sudah

Hidup ini memang payah
kuterima kuberserah
hati ini bila pasrah
yang susah bisa mudah

Bersama yang susah
adanya mudah
bersama yang susah
mudah

Arus deras kehidupan
dikejar dan ditinggalkan
terima yang ditakdirkan
tulus kesyukuran

Dalam jiwa perperangan
duka resah sendirian
kita dalam pengorbanan
pinta keampunaan.

New spirit..new person..new ummah!

2011-02-20T13:47:00.001Z

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah

New spirit..new person..new ummah!

Dia izinkan mereka untuk mendapat ketukan daripada syahadatul haq. Turning pt kedua dalam hidup ku jua diperolehi selepas daripada itu. Ada yang gembira. Ada yang bersemangat. Ada yang sangat2 bersyukur kerana Allah memilihnya untuk mengetahui hakikat ini. Ya, pada aku mereka tampak yakin untuk telusuri jalan-jalan yang pernah dilalui para anbiya' dan sahabat suatu ketika dahulu. Mereka kini faham peranan khalifah di muka bumi itu seperti firman Allah dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 30.

Tapi, ada juga yang takut. Rasa sangat terbeban dengan tanggungjawab yang sangat berat ini. Tanggungjawab untuk menyedarkan manusia tentang keindahan dan kehebatan Islam. Tanggungjawab untuk membawa kembali umat-umat Islam yang sudah lari jauh daripada jalan yang lurus.

Bukan kerana tak percaya dengan jalan ini. Bukan kerana tak yakin dengan janjiNya.

"Kalau boleh saya memang nak sangat bersama-sama untuk menyampaikan Islam kak, tapi..."

Kerana katanya dia tak layak. Banyak lagi karat-karat jahiliyyah yang dia rasa tak mampu untuk kikis dan tanggalkan. Imannya masih tak mantap. Rasa berat sangat. Takut pun ada. Tapi dia tahu ini jalan yang dia mahu lalui. Dia terus mengeluh sambil menceritakan jahiliyyah2 nya dahulu.

"How i wish i didn't do this. I wish i didn't do that...Kalau saya tak buat semua2 tue mesti senang aje sekarang nie kak. At first I was happy and ok. Tapi masa naik train tue, banyak sgt benda yang dipikirkan. Banyak doubt dan was-was. I know I shouldnt be thinking that way. Ni mesti syaitan nie..."

"Saya tak tahu saya boleh ke tak. Diri saya pun terumbang-ambing...."

Mereka sangat gembira dan bersyukur kerana dipilih olehNya di berikan kefahaman ini. Sungguh-sungguh mahu memberitahu manusia lain tentang kemanisan Iman dan Islam ini, tapi seperti ada sesuatu yang menghalang dan membantutkan langkah mereka....

Adik,

Memang tanggungjawab ini tak mudahkan. Kalau tak masakan Rasulullah pulang kepada Khadijah dalam keadaan seram dan menggeletar selepas menerima wahyu melalui Jibrail di gua Hira'? Dipeluknya erat-erat sehingga sesak nafas baginda. Cuba kita lihat firman Allah dalam surah Muzammil ayat 5;

"Sesungguhnya Kami akan menurunkan perkataan yang berat kepadamu"

Ya, inilah yang nak disampaikan kepada manusia. Ayat-ayat suci Allah. Al-Quran yang mana hancur luluhlah gunung-ganang apabila Allah berikan kalamNya padanya. Tapi hanya manusia yang mampu dan sanggup untuk terima tanggungjawab ini. Kalam Allah yang agung lagi berat tapi telah mengubah sahabat-sahabat menjadi umat yang terhebat!

Adik, takkan kita nak tunggu iman kita mantap baru kita nak seru manusia kepadaNya. Bilakah masanya? Apakah awak pasti waktu itu akan tiba? Sememangnya tak akan ada kerana iman manusia tak sempurna dan takkan sempurna. Iman yazid wa yankus (iman naik dan turun)

Ingat analogi monyet? Kalau tiada angin kencang yang meniup, masakan monyet nak berpaut erat pada pokok? Macam itu juga dengan iman kita. Kita akan berpegang teguh padanya apabila ia di uji. Bila kita tahu kita perlu menyedarkan manusia tentang Islam sebenar, kitalah pertama-pertama akan berusaha menanamkan iman yang mantap dalam jiwa kita. Agar kita dapat berpegang teguh padanya bila ujianNya datang.

Tipu kalau akak katakan dulu tiada perasaan takut dan rasa tak mampu. Walaupun kini, perasaan itu tetap ada. Musuh kita paling utama peka bukan? Melihat semangat dan kesedaran kita, terus dicucuk kan perasaan was-was dan ragu-ragu itu. Bisikan-bisikan bisa itu sedang bermaharaja lela dalam hati kita.

"Eleh kau pon tak settle lagi, nak ubah manusia lain konon. Sedar tak jahiliyyah kau tue bertepek lagi, macam mane nak berubah? Tak payah lah nak buang masa!"

Jangan pedulikan semua itu. Sedarlah, bisikan-bisikan ini boleh jadi daripada jin dan juga manusia.

"..yang membisikkan kejahatan ke dalam dada manusia, dari golongan jin dan manusia" (An-Nas:5-6)

Pastikan kita tetapkan matlamat dan lihat ke hadapan. Terus maju dan jangan undur ke belakang. Kalau terasa tak mampu dan teringin untuk berpatah balik, jeritlah. Panggil sesiapa sahaja! Cuba buka mata dan lihat sungguh-sungguh. Awak tidak keseorangan dalam perjalanan ini. Nampak tak? Banyak manusia lain yang juga sedang bersusah payah. Untuk terus istiqamah dan tetap di atas jalan lurus ini. Kita sama-sama akan pastikan semua akan bergerak maju ke hadapan dan tiada siapa yang tercicir.

Janganlah awak cakap tak layak adik. Kalaulah awak tahu zaman dulu akak macam mana.... Penuh kegelapan. Tak nampak cahaya langsung walaupun samar-samar. Tak sangka,walaupun sudah berada di lubuk yang paling dalam, Allah angkat juga keluarkan akak daripada tempat busuk itu.

Jalan menuju Allah ini sangat sukar dan payah. Kita takkan mampu membawa sekali beban-beban dosa yang ada jika kita mahu terus laju dan pacu di atas jalan Allah ini. Kita tiada pilihan. Kita kena cuba tinggalkan jahiliyyah2 itu ya? Jangan bimbang. Kerana rahmat Allah dan tanggungjawab yang berat ini, banyak manusia telah berjaya mengikis karat-karat itu. Kalau tak banyak, sikit. Dan benda ini tak terjadi dalam masa 2-3 bulan. Bahkan bertahun. Jadi, tolong jangan putus asa ya? Allah akan tolong. Tapi ia memerlukan pergorbanan dan mujadah yang tinggi.

Berbahagialah adik, walaupun awak rasa awk tak layak, tapi Allah tetap memilih awk. Sebab Dia tahu apa yang kita tak tahu. Syukur, Alhamdulillah. Dia pilih kita utk diberi hidayah itu dan bukan orang lain. Walaupun akak kesal masa silam akak sarat dengan dosa dan maksiat, tapi Alhamdulillah, kini akak kenal mana yang putih dan mana yang hitam. Akak telah merasai keduanya dan kini akak pasti dan benci untuk kembali kepada masa silam yang busuk itu. Kita takkan rasa nikmat makan kalau kita tak lapar. Dan kita takkan rasa nikmat cahaya kalau kita tak pernah berada dalam kegelapan.Kita takkan merasa dan menghargai nikmat Islam dan Iman kalau kita tak pernah merasai kegelapan dan kejijikan jahiliyyah yang menghimpit dan mencengkam.

Kita ada tanggungjawab untuk tunaikan amanah ini. Itulah cara kita untuk bersyukur kepadaNya setelah Dia berikan kita hidayah ini. Kita kena buat apa termampu. Moga dengan rahmat Allah dan usaha kecil kita dalam nak sebarkan Islam dan kefahaman ini, Allah akan hapuskan dosa-dosa kita yang lalu dan gantikan dengan redha dan pahalaNya.

Semoga dengan semangat dan tanggungjawab ini akan menolak awak untuk lebih berusaha meningkatkan iman dan amal. Bersungguh-sungguh untuk menjadi lebih baik dalam apa sahaja yang ingin dilakukan. Ingat ciri2 syabab? Bukan semangat semata tapi juga keimanan yang mantap yang lahir daripada kefahaman. Dekatkan diri dengan Allah. Hanya Allah dapat tolong kita. Cari ilmu untuk kenal Allah lebih dekat, amalkannya dan sampaikan pada manusia lain. Kita usaha sama-sama ya?

Dengan izin Allah....

-zarith fawiza-

when i love you

2011-02-19T23:38:00.003Z

aslyn-when i love you

when you have to look away
when you don’t have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you’re mad ’cause you lost the game
forget i’m waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
’cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can’t get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
’cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can’t quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
’cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can’t get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ♥
what did i get from this song?this song which has been in my phone for at least 2 months because i’ve too lazy to delete it plus it has a nice opening.But that’s not the point here.Let’s get back to the point people!

When i hear this song i keep thinking about the lyrics. How many times has she said ‘i love you’? Too many i think. And i think how many times today i have said ‘i love ALLAH‘? How easy it is for us to sing a song about human beings expressing how much we love them but then we don’t even realize that we’re neglecting the One who deserves our love more than anything else in this world.

‘They have not estimated Allah His Rightful Estimate.Verily Allah is All-Strong,All-Mighty’

(22:75)

Our love for this world is blinding us until we can’t see that Allah is all we need.

And in this song she described how imperfect her lover is but she still loves him for it. How can we love a person who is full of imperfection with all our hearts but can’t even concentrate on the Most Perfect in our daily prayers?How far from Him have we gone?

the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can’t get enough

These are my favourite phrases from this song because it describes exactly how we should feel when we learn about Our Lord S.W.T. The more we learn about Him,the More we know about Him, the closer we get to Him, the more our love grows, the more we see that He is Perfect the Most Perfect in Every Way. So why settle for less? Stop occupying our hearts with love for this world. Only then we can truly feel LOVE in every sense of the word.Change you into You.

original post by:
-Deep Within-

cinta pada yang selayaknya

2011-02-19T23:29:00.002Z

Rela aku pendamkan
Impian yang tersimpan
Enggan ku keasyikan
Gusar keindahannya
Merampas rasa cinta
Pada Dia yang lebih sempurna

Bukan mudah
Bernafas dalam jiwa hamba
Dan ku cuba
Menghindarkan pesona maya
Kerna tak upaya ku hadapinya
Andai murkaNya menghukum leka

Diatas nama cinta
Pada yang selayaknya
Ku nafikan yang fana
Moga dalam hitungan
Setiap pengorbanan
Agar disuluh cahaya redhaNya

Syahadatul-Haq

2011-02-19T23:05:00.003Z

Today i went to Edinburgh for a program called Syahadatul Haq. when i finally captured what is it the speaker wanted to say, ada rasa satu beban yg sgt besar jatuh on my shoulders. betapa besarnye peranan seorg Muslim. seorg yg tau ape maksud syahadah tu. dakwah n syahadah tu selari. the fact that we should not stop berdakwah about Islam until we reach the world order status.

so anyway, the speaker asked so apa yg awk rs sekarang? n then the listeners discussed in groups ape yg diorg rs. so i told my friend next to me how i felt, cos i cudnt feel anythng else but that. but my friend said to me, "u know, i felt the same way when i 1st heard about this talk (since she's heard the talk before), but i put it this way. bersyukur sebab kita dpt tau peranan kita as a muslim. bersyukur sbb kita terpilih utk faham. bersyukur yg kita boleh do something about it. oh dear, i felt much better afterwards. but now that i know i really have to do something.

look real close

2011-02-09T23:10:00.005Z

i was feeling a bit down and kusut today despite having a pretty good feedback for the review yesterday, so i went for a walk in town, hoping to feel better. shockingly i didn't have the urge to shop like usual, maybe because there were nothing nice on sale or maybe because i just didn't feel like it would help ease anything. even lagi menyusahkan ade la.

suddenly this disabled guy said hi to me, he was being pushed by her guardian i suppose. he was so happy despite being tested that way. saying hi to everyone and kept smiling sana sini. pastu i kept on seeing people on wheelchairs chatting happily with her normal friend, people with tongkat, org2 tua yg jalan sgt la slow tp pegang tangan isteri yg jalan slow jgk, org tua having coffee with his friend who is also old.

how blessed i am.

how really blessed we all are.

Malaysian lunch box

2011-01-19T14:50:00.003Z

Alhamdulillah, now I got the guts to officially introduce my humble lunch box industry to the community of Glasgow. It's so scary to do this on my own. The last time I sold Coney Dawg to architecture students in UiTM. It was a huge hit. but then that time I had all of my family members and my best friend turun padang jual sama2. so that was not as terrifying as this one. But I pray that everything goes well. I pray that Allah is by my side all the way.

♥still sejuk tangan. haha

berjuang demi kebangkitan Islam♥

2011-01-18T15:27:00.001Z

Untukmu jiwa-jiwa kami
Untukmu darah kami
Untukmu jiwa dan darah kami
Wahai Al-Aqsa tercinta

Kami akan berjuang
Demi kebangkitan Islam
Kami rela berkorban
Demi Islam yang mulia

Untukmu, Palestina tercinta
Kami penuhi panggilanmu
Untukmu, Al-Aqsa yang mulia
Kami kan terus bersamamu
Kami akan berjuang
Demi kebangkitan Islam
Kami rela berkorban
Demi Islam yang mulia

Untukmu, Palestina tercinta
Kami penuhi panggilanmu
Untukmu, Al-Aqsa yang mulia
Kami kan terus bersamamu

Ya Rabbi, izinkanlah kami
Berjihad di Palestinamu
Ya Allah, masukkanlah kami
Tercatat sebagai syuhadamu
Tercatat sebagai syuhadamu
Tercatat sebagai syuhadamu

officially a lab rat~

2011-01-18T14:36:00.003Z

duduk glasgow ni macam2 bende dah buat. i became a cleaner, babysitter, wedding waitress, waitress for a day, freelance writer, penjual makanan and now a lab rat. i suppose i just like to do crazy things or maybe i like the experience. oh well, so the lab rat thingy, i have to drink this grape juice for 45 days and give the lady who's doing the research my blood n stuff u dont wanna know about. hahahha~ today i had to give her my blood, that nurse took 2 tubes. aku yg gigil. nak terpengsan tengok jarum tu. i dono how my eyes yg terribly rabun jauh ni suddenly ade power to magnify that needle to be as big as a straw! tu je la yg power, kalau dulu time kat sekolah cikgu tulis kat depan xbleh plak nk magnify die nye tulisan kat blackboard tu haha

fasbir sabran jameela

2011-01-13T18:12:00.004Z

'fasbir sabran jameela' a beautiful advise from a beautiful person inside and outside. sedihnya rasa mcm hilang sorang best friend who knows everything bout me, even tutup mata pon bleh tau if i hv eaten or not. but then i pray that i hv made the right decision altho i felt as tho smthng's wrong somewhere bcos no matter what i do someone will be hurt but not me. maybe im the one who should be hurt so that everyone else is happy? life is hard but we just cant give up. Allah is always around, so near that we shud be terrified. these usrah past few weeks helped me a lot in finding my ways again when i had obviously lost hope in everyone, everything and even in Him. i hated the world, bitter about everything, so much hatred in my heart. hope that will never happen again. n the more u wanna be a good person, the more challenges come to test u. dont hate me for u will always be in mine.

ola~bon dias

2010-12-08T16:52:00.003Z

whoah lama tinggal blog. alolooo sian die. haha~ went to lisbon for a week, site visit as usual. but mostly just me clearing up my head, got lost (wajib), naik tram, bus, taxi, jalan smpai blisters both kaki, gi ulu sana ulu sini, overall it was a wonderful experience. balik je glasgow it was -13 degrees, lisbon was 18 degrees. terkejut jap saraf otak, im pretty sure esok mesti berdarah hidung.

when i was there, there's this guy yg duduk in the hostel, everyday he will only watch tv n main internet. x kuar, n x keje. n it doesnt even seem like he's working in the hostel either. makes me wonder, what is your purpose of life? don't u thnk life means smthng more? what's my purpose of life? tanye diri dulu br tanye org lain.

td on the plane, i saw everythng was white covered with snow, yg hitam only jalan and the river n the sea. pastu the houses were covered too, n they looked like manik2 yg berkilauan. cewahh. cos it was sunrise. imagine how beautiful that is. Maha Besarnye Pencipta yg Satu. I wonder how He looks like. I wonder what is life without time, since time is also a creation. I see how big thngs are from up above and yet there are still smaller thngs like viruses n stuff. I wonder how clouds are drawn or is it organised in a system.

1 more thing. i was in the airport toilet, changing into my warm clothes, getting ready for the extreme of glasgow weather, hahaha dasar x tahan sejuk. then the female security came in. went into the toilet, flushed n kuar without washing her hands. hmmmm.. and im always the one yg slalu kn raba sana sini by them at the security line. eiyaaa. n then it hits me that nape diorg rasa kalau x basuh tangan lepas gi toilet is super menggelikan but not washing their butts is not? isnt that where shit comes out? situ lagi jijik.

doa for u and me

2010-11-30T23:23:00.000Z

“Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Memiliki Rahsia, Tuhan yang Maha memegang kasih sayang seluruh jiwa kami, Tuhan yang Maha Penentu, Tuhan yang Maha Menyatukan jiwa-jiwa kami, ya Allah, aku merupakan hamba yang lemah, hamba yang tidak mampu mengawal diriku daripada fitrah seorang manusia yang memerlukan teman, memerlukan kekasih, memerlukan suami/isteri, memerlukan keluarga.

Ya Allah aku tidak mampu menahan diriku daripada terjeremus ke dalam kemaksiatan. Ya Allah, jika masanya telah tiba, jika apa yang aku mohon ini merupakan sesuatu yang terbaik disisiMu ya Allah, terbaik buat agamaku ya Allah, terbaik buat diriku, keluarga dan seluruh mukminin dan mukminat ya Allah, maka aku memohon kepadaMu ya Allah agar aku ditemukan dengan jodoh yang terbaik di sisiMu ya Allah. Setiap yang terbaik di sisiMu ya Allah, pasti terbaik buat diriku ya Allah.

Namun ya Allah, jika masanya untuk dipertemukan dengan jodohku belum tiba ya Allah, maka ya Allah, aku memohon kepadaMu agar Kau tunjukkan jalan-jalan untuk aku memiliki jodohku ya Allah. Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan aku tuntutun-tuntutanMu yang perlu aku lakukan untuk memiliki jodohku ya Allah. Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Memakbulkan doa, Tuhan yang Maha Penentu jodoh, ya Allah jauhilah aku daripada kemaksiatan, jauhilah aku daripada perkara-perkara yang tidak dapat memberikan manafaat, jauhilah aku dariapda perkara-perkara yang Engkau murkai dan perkara-perkara yang menyesatkan diriku ya Allah.

Amin.

going away

2010-11-30T22:39:00.002Z

im supposed to go to lisbon tmrw but ryanair has been cancelling flights due to the snow. i was hoping that my flight wont be cancelled, i really need to see my site, get fresh ideas, get away.., this wud be my 1st trip alone. by myself.altho i did come to london n glasgow by myself but i thnk that doesnt count cos i had help all around.

usrah 01

2010-11-25T22:43:00.003Z

today ive learnt that majlis2 ilmu adalah ibarat taman2 syurga, i nvr knew that showing how low my knowledge of Islam is. I also just knew that even the sahabat of Rasullulah, Abdul Rahman bin Auf yg dijamin syurga still kn merangkak on titian sirat, and how about me? how about us? yg ilmu and amal not even tersampai to the top or even middle. ntah2 still at the lowest. somehow after the usrah, my head feels lighter, my worries were gone for a moment, happy and thirsty for more. i cant wait for another session~

alhamdulillah^____________________^

2010-11-23T18:14:00.003Z

my bid for prospect solution finally kena! yayyy alhmdlh~ i have 5 days for 8 pages of work~ ok bismillah...semoga berjaya menawan hati client. aminnnnnnn♥

btw its sooooo cold today that i felt like the cold air naik smpai otak (lalu dlm hidung) if any of that makes sense. but it was so painful to breathe, too cold to walk faster,sampai rumah cudnt stop shivering. oh dear..baru november da cmni..

Al - Fatihah for my other beloved atuk

2010-11-21T22:29:00.002Z

Distance has kept us apart. How I wish i've known you better. I love you atuk. May you be in good hands and rest peacefully. Ya Allah, please.. save him from any harm..

7th November 2010
(flight back to Glasgow)

our syahadah..

2010-11-21T21:44:00.002Z

I bear witness that there is no God to be worshiped except Allah and I bear witness that Prophet Muhammad is the final messenger of Allah

conserving architecture.

2010-11-20T21:29:00.000Z

If you look about, you will see that only operations that are well established, high-turnover, standardized, or heavily subsidized can afford, commonly, to carry the costs of new construction. Chain stores, chain restaurants and banks go into new construction. But neighborhood bars, foreign restaurants, and pawn shops go into older buildings. Supermarkets and shoe stores often go into new buildings; good bookstores and antique dealers seldom do. Well-subsidized opera and art museums often go into new buildings. But the unformalized feeders of the arts—studios, galleries, stores for musical instruments and art supplies, backrooms where te low earning power of a seat and a table can absorb uneconomic discussions—these go into old buildings. Perhaps more significant, hundreds of ordinary enterprises, necessary to the safety and public life of streets and neighborhoods, and appreciated for their convenience and personal quality, can make out successfully in old buildings, but are inexorably slain by the high overhead of new construction.

As for really new ideas of any kind—no matter how ultimately profitable or otherwise successful some of them might prove to be—there is no leeway for such chancy trial, error and experimentation in the high-overhead economy of new construction. Old ideas can sometimes use new buildings. New ideas must use old buildings

berbaik sangka♥

2010-11-13T11:08:00.000Z

Berbaik sangka lah kita…
Ada prasangka baik
Ada prasangka buruk
Orang beribadah disangka riak
Orang yg relaks disangka malas
Orang yg pakai baju baru disangka menunjuk
Orang yg pakai baju buruk disangka zuhud(hina)
Orang yg makan bnyk disangka pelahap
Orang yg makan sikit disangka diet
Orang baik disangka buruk
Orang buruk disangka baik
Orang yg senyum disangka mengejek
Orang yg masam disangka merajuk
Orang yg bermuzakarah disangka mengumpat
Orang yg diam disangka menyendiri
Orang yg menawan disangka pakai susuk
Orang yg nampak ceria disangka membela

Mana tahu yg diam itu krn berzikir kpd Allah
Mana tahu yg senyum itu krn sedekah
Mana tahu yg masam itu krn mengenang dosa
Mana tahu yg menawan itu krn bersih hati n mindanya
Mana tahu yg ceria itu krn cerdik n cergasnya
Jauhi sikap suka berprasangka
Memusnahkan ukhuwwah
Seperti musnahnya kayu dimakan api…

Firman Allah SWT QS49:12 maksudnya:
” Hai org2 yg beriman, jauhilah kebnykan dr prasangka, sesungguhnya sbhgn prasangka itu adlh dosa dan jgnlah kamu mencari2 kesalahan org lain n jgnlah sbhgn kamu menggunjing sbhgn yg lain. Sukakah salah seorang di antara kamu memakan daging saudaranya yg sudah mati? Maka tentulah kamu merasa jijik kpdnya. Dan bertakwalah kpd Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima Taubat lg Maha Penyayang.”

value of air panas

2010-11-06T19:13:00.004Z

when i went back to malaysia, all i drank was air sejuk with ice lagi. sometimes even open the freezer and put my face there cos it's too hot to handle. sampai menyampah la org hahhaa. mandi ntah brape kali sehari. all hail menteri besar for making bil air free~~ n then balik glasgow, all i look for is air panas. mandi air panas, minum air panas, air yg paling x di usik when im home. makes me realize that we don't appreciate things until it's gone.

n today i realized that we don't appreciate ppl as much as we should.n by the time kite sedar psl tu, it's too late. they're gone far far away..n u didnt even say how much they mean to u, how important they are in ur life.

take ur time to say 'i love u' to someone u really love,show ppl that u care about them or even 'i miss u' means a lot. and when you're mad at sm1, think before u throw angry words at their faces. someone once told me, u know what's missing/lacking in this world? love. i suppose u're right.

sweet

2010-11-01T16:48:00.001Z

I don’t ask for a lot
No nothing more than I need
Because I love what I got
Don’t need to play the lottery
I just want to be strong
At the end of the road
I don’t want to hold on
I want the strength to let go

And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet
Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity

oh kekusutan

2010-10-01T11:46:00.001+01:00

kusut
kusut
kusut
kusut

kusut tu ape.

a diamond amongst stones

2010-09-29T02:48:00.003+01:00

i found a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who will always be by my side for better or worse, who will always say comforting stuff when i have problems, who will text me 'miss u' out of the blue, who will always make it when i need help, who will get mad when someone did me wrong (padahal xde kene mengena ngan dia pon),who makes me smile like the sun, who waits for me all his life, who turns to his friends and says, thats her...and yet it's so hard for me to decide. when clearly he's a diamond amongst stones.

my life

2010-09-22T13:38:00.002+01:00

i sense something is wrong. something big is coming my way~ but Allah says

Surah Hujuraat ayat 12 :

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, jauhilah kebanyakan dari prasangka, sesungguhnya sebagian prasangka itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kamu mencari-cari kesalahan orang lain dan janganlah sebahagian kamu menggunjing sebahagian yaang lain. Sukakah salah seorang di antara kamu memakan daging saudaranya yang sudah mati. Maka tentulah kamu merasa jijik kepadanya. Dan bertaqwalah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima taubat lagi Maha Penyayang.”

skang ni hidup kita rasa x tenteram sbb xde Barakah, cos x ikut undang2 Islam. takut nk biar anak main kat luar sorang2, takut kalo x kunci grill, takut mcm2..
i thnk my life skarang rasa x tenteram sbb Barakah Allah x menaungi diri..

velvet ♥

2010-09-11T19:02:00.004+01:00

bestnye balik malaysia for raya. dlm flight back home my heart rasa berat je nk tingal glasgow, tp bila nmpk malaysian scene from e air,.. all i thnk of is my family and food.hahaha turun je flight, muke da berminyak, badan melekit2. freaking hot! soooo mlm tu gi takbir kat masjid shah alam, oh how i miss that beautiful voice~ balik tu makan sup daging ayah buat. konon nk test je, pastu everyone makan sorang satu bowl.pastu dr penuh periuk, tinggal separuh je.

anyway, hari raya was so much fun. i met a new love that night. velvet.

mlm tu we had to sleep over at maklong's, nak kene jaga nenek. n then i drove over with dali. bila turun kete, dgr la bunyi meow2. i was so scared, ingat ke trlenyek kucing ke ape. oh dear. nasib baik la x pon. keluar la this very small kitten. so cute.sooo kecik. like baru lahir ke ape. then it followed me when i walked. pastu bila halau die xmo dgr. so i ran. n it ran as well. n suddenly perasaan rasa ohhh so cute, jd omg takutnyeee kene kejar ngan kitten!

die lari laju kot! n dali was running with both of her hands pegang cake. velvet cake die n kakcik made the nite before. it was so funny~ we ran like kene kejar anjing. hahhaa. that kitten kejar smpai umah maklong. n duduk dpn pintu tu meowing away. bile seme org kuar tgk how small the kitten was, dali n i kene gelak like mad! ingat ko bosa bona! hahhaa. i thnk the kitten thought im her mom or maybe i smell like fish. evrytime i go out she'll follow. org lain die x ikut plak. we gave her warm susu kambing. poor thng..lapa

so now we call her velvet. our little monster~kuat kejar org. no, kuat kejar me.

Dan rugilah mereka yang mengotorkan (jiwanya)...

2010-08-22T16:16:00.001+01:00

Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya aku hambaMu yang lemah, Seringkali aku benar dalam pendirian, tetapi salah dalam perhitungan benar dalam perinsip,tetapi keliru dalam cara dan perbuatan. Namun, kejujuran dalam kehidupan sentiasa memesan aku supaya mengakui kekeliruan dan kelemahan diri. Sesungguhnya, aku keliru kerana telah berbuat kesilapan. Namun aku bersyukur ya Allah, kekeliruan dan kesilapan ini telah memberi banyak makna dan berguna dalam membuka mataku dan menyingkap tirai kegelapan hati.

Ya Allah rabbul izzati, bantulah hambaMu ini dalam mengarahkan cintaku pada yang utama, cintaMu dengan harapan hati ini menjadi lebih tegar. Bukan duniaMu yang kucari ya Allah, tapi redhaMu. Berikan aku petunjuk dan rezeki mujahidMu

Amin ya Rabbal alamin, KAU tempat kami menyerah diri

it comes with a prize

2010-08-17T00:01:00.000+01:00

only He knows how hard this is for me to undertake,understand and absorb but i believe that His thinking is way beyond our very own. be it a bisul got on my ass for whatever freaking reason, i will not have it happen twice. be it. u just messed with my inner lioness. she's awake now. u better becareful.

hari2 puasa

2010-08-16T00:17:00.000+01:00

2nd day puasa n i went to town to get sm stuff. pagi tu everyone was eating, sandwich, minum air, mkn muffin, all of the sudden my eyes cm focus on food. org2 seme black n white, food je ade kaler. bulat n zoom disitu~ haha even fish n chips pon ada. hebat btol perut bleh mkn fish n chips pagi2 buta tu. pastu tetiba rasa hmm pasni nk gi uncle lim's la, beli laici drink minum smbil jln. adoi lemahnye iman bleh terlupa puasa sbb dok tgk seme org cm mkn je, like its a normal day.

1st day puasa by 4pm, tetibe umah da senyap. seme lelap. 2nd day puasa da tahan sket. tp sme diam je sbb haus, malas nk ckp, rasa nk pukul org je. 3rd day puasa, x terjaga utk sahur plak~ haha

anywayy, sbb buka kol 9lebih, pastu isya' n terawih by 10.30pm finish by 11.30pm cmtu, then kol 2.30am da kene sahur.pastu tetibe da kne g keje plak. jadual pagi yg sgt pack. slalu sahur x selera nk mkn sbb perut kenyang lg. tp kalo x mkn, cane nk tahan 18jam puasa? so telan jugak, pastu mata ngantuk tp perut kata jgn tido nnti saya buncit. so tido la duduk. hahahaha

ok selamat berpuasa muslims~ new exciting experience everyday.

internet dosage

2010-08-12T19:23:00.001+01:00

tau taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk betapa sangapnye xde internet ni...... i dono what happen to the world, what happen to my bank account, what happen in facebook (like this is even super important), couldnt see the faces of my loved ones on skype, my emailsssssssss smpai beribu, adoii. that virgin thngy, if we didnt call, xtau pon sbnrnye got installation problems going on~ dugaan puasa sungguh. please la i need my internet dose everyday...

rugi rugi rugi

2010-07-30T23:36:00.000+01:00

Alangkah ruginya kita.
Allah memanjangkan umur kita sehari lagi
tetapi kita mencemari paginya dengan keluhan.

Alangkah ruginya kita
ketika Allah menguji kita dengan sedikit kepayahan
lalu kita menyesali kehidupan.

Alangkah ruginya kita
apabila Allah uji dengan sedikit kesusahan
lalu kita melupakan segala kesenangan yang pernah diberikanNya.

Alangkah ruginya kita
apabila sedikit keburukan yang Allah timpakan
lalu kita mengingkari segala kebaikanNya yang melimpah ruah.

Alangkah ruginya kita
ketika kehidupan telah berakhir
namun tidak ada bekal yang kita bawa pulang

Alangkah ruginya kita
ketika kita mula insaf dan menyesal
namun semuanya tidak berguna lagi.

"Sesungguhnya orang yang rugi itu adalah orang merugikan dirinya dan ahli keluarganya di hari Qiamat. Ketahuilah bahawa itulah kerugian yang sebenar-benarnya"

bon voyage ma soeur..

2010-07-28T16:13:00.002+01:00

i hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
you get your fill to eat,
but always keep that hunger,
may you never take one single breath for granted,
god forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
i hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean,
whenever one door closes,
i hope one more opens,
promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance..

angah
10th sept 08

berkali kali

2010-07-20T20:51:00.003+01:00

dah cuba berkali kali
masih tak menjadi jadi
tapi ku tak patah hati
biar tiap kali gagal aku cuba lagi
hanya yang lemah kan lari
jadi lelaki dan cuba lagi
akan ku cuba lagi.

know that i still care.

2010-07-18T00:14:00.001+01:00

Receive this gift of Salam, wrapped with love
tied with care & sealed with Doa
to keep u safe & happy on every day.

malaysia, not just yet.

2010-07-15T08:59:00.004+01:00

i had a dream. and then everything changes when things just didnt go the way u plan. crashed my dreams to pieces. for some reason, i just want to go home and start a new life. but, if i go back now, it means defeat on my behalf. kalah with my own sweet dreams.

so im not going just yet. im sticking my feet into the ground of Glasgow until i get what i came here for. cukup la berkabung. it's time to wake up, be strong and get going. i know He's always here for me, im the one who ran away.

When there are difficulties and you feel down, this is the time to visualize, think and expect the positive. Affirm the positive, visualize the positive and expect the positive, and your life will change accordingly.

Pagar Diri Dari Maksiat

2010-07-12T10:59:00.001+01:00

Dari Jabir r.a, katanya dia mendengar nabi s.a.w bersabda:”Apabila ada di antara kamu yang tergoda hatinya kepada seorang wanita maka hendaklah dia pulang kepada isterinya untuk melepaskan rasa rindunya. Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu dapat mententeramkan gejolak hatinya.”

Rumah tangga orang beriman adalah benteng mempertahankan maruah dan harga diri. Rumah yang didiami bukan sekadar tempat berlindung dari panas dan hujan bahkan ia merupakan tempat untuk beristirehat, membina kasih sayang antara ahli keluarga, anak dan isteri dan mencari keredhaan Allah S.W.T. Sesungguhnya, alasan yang paling kukuh mengapa manusia itu perlu berkahwin adalah disebabkan tuntutan psikologi. Dengan perkataan lain ia adalah fitrah yang dijadikan oleh Allah S.W.T. Maka atas tuntutan tersebut, tanpa adanya perkahwinan kadangkala manusia akan terjerumus ke lembah perzinaan dan maksiat.

Sebab itulah Islam memuliakan sebuah perkahwinan dan amat menggalakkan umatnya supaya berkahwin sebagaimana sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang maksudnya: "Wahai anak muda, berkahwinlah. Sesiapa yang mampu, berkahwinlah kerana ia lebih memelihara mata dan menjaga faraj. Sesiapa yang tidak mampu untuk berkahwin hendaklah dia berpuasa kerana puasa adalah penahan (daripada gelojak nafsu)."

list.

2010-07-11T23:10:00.004+01:00

1. moving on
2. forgive and forget
3. pack n fly away
4. home
5. rezeki
6. love
7. new chapter

ya Allah, hanya padaMu aku berserah akan segala urusanku..only U can release me from my burden..

Life in Glasgow has thought me who my real friends are, backbones n support, giving, loving n letting go, patience n independence, honesty n trust, overcome n fight for my rights, tears n laughter, ups n downs^ which in a way turned me into a stronger person n hopefully a better person too.

P/s: my dear, I pray with all my heart that u'll find ur other half to spend the rest of ur life with..

he's perfect

2010-07-01T23:22:00.003+01:00

how can you love someone deeply but with lots of flaws, but you can't love someOne so Perfect, without any flaws, who is extremely Forgiving and always Merciful?

mano omak den

2010-07-01T10:50:00.003+01:00

i miss my mom.
hope she's alright. having fun.

td skype w bapak. lama btol x ckp ngan dia. i miss him. he's someone who always want to know what's going on in my life. work, money, studies, friends even love and relationships. and im quite open w him, its so easy to talk bout things to him. he's a great listener. i love ppl who knows the balance on how to listen and when to talk and how to give advice.

im missing my entire family.
i wanna go home.
i wanna hug them all.
tell them how much i love each one of them.

it will be alright

2010-06-30T10:18:00.002+01:00

Now I may have faith to make mountains fall
But if I lack love then I am nothin' at all
I can give away everything I possess
But left without love then I have no happiness
I know I'm imperfect, not without sin
But now that I'm older all childish things end
And tell him...

Tell him I need him,
Tell him I love him & it'll be alright

move on damn it

2010-06-28T10:09:00.000+01:00

r2: i hate them
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
r2: bangang
dr: udah2
dr: Allah dont do things in vain
dr: iAllah ade bnde lg best utk awk